Now I Realized I'm a WOMAN Actually~~

When i was a kid...

I was a TOMBOY..(read tomboy..not pengkid..its different)

Love to hang out with guys..

Play football..takraw..

All guys are only FRIENDS..not more than that..no feelings were involved..

We fight today and the next day we are good..

I used to dressed up like guys..

With slacks and t shirt..baseball cap..converse shoe and short hair..

Ouh Yeah some of them are good looking..

And bcoz im just a kid.. i dont get jealous easily when those guys that i like..wasnt mine..

I dont get emotional easily..

Its all because i jus a KID..

And I really enjoyed those times because I did not hurt at all...

Now i have grown up..

Not as a TOMBOY..

But as WOMAN..

Im a WOMAN now????

Cant believe that..

WOMAN got jealous easily..

WOMAN have so many feelings inside her..especially during PMS..

WOMAN cries..

WOMAN fall in love..

WOMAN have so many love inside her to be shared..

WOMAN wants to be loved and care by a MAN..

WOMAN that gets emotional easily..

WOMAN cant share her MAN with another WOMAN..

WOMAN wanna feel safe with her MAN..

WOMAN wanna feel secured with her MAN..

WOMAN fight with her MAN and wait for him to console

her..

WOMAN have so many feelings that i cant describe here..

Feelings that WOMAN need to take care of...

and WOMAN can have so many feelings with MAN..

and some of those feelings are really makes u hurt..

Recently..

I have so many feelings with MAN..

the feelings that i cant tell..

and now i realized that i have grown up from a little TOMBOY to a woman..

Ouh how i wish that i never grow up and stay being a KID..

So that im not hurt as I am now...

Cantiknyer Bunge~~

p/s: malas nk taip...

Ade beze kerrr???

ni mase baru lepas abes UTP..dalam bulan 1..aku rase mase ni aku paling gemok!!

ni mase awal2 kat abu dhabi..

ni pulak dekat Abu Dhabi mase 1 week b4 abes course

ni kat singapore few days after come back from abu dhabi..

ni mase bulan pose..

ni gamba latest..ari raye...

ader beza ke gamba2 nih??kadang2 aku rase mcm da kurus sket..kadang2 rase same jer..so korang rase ade beza x??

Kau tetap yang terhebat!!!

assalamualaikum..

sile noted yg tajuk di atas xder kene mengene pon ngan entry kali ni sbb aku rase kali ni aku nk tulis mcm2 bernde yg merepek..bukan kerepek yerr..kerepek hanye untuk dimakan dan akan membuatkan anda lagi gemok..so lebih baek merepek dari makan kerepek..

repekan satu:

kaki cramp..everynite..saket nak mampos..sampai ternanges..siyes saket..sbb da slalu sgt cramp..muscle betis aku jadi sakit mcm baru lepas berlari 10 padang..padahal kat rig ni la yg paling aku kurang berjalan sbb tangga x banyak..makan ubat pon still cramp gak..tapi lantaklaa..buat x layan jer..kalau duk asik layan saket jer..makin saket lah dier x??aku kat tough..kalau x tough pon aku bleh wat pure2 tough..

repekan due:

aku da booked 2 apartment kat damai laut on konvo aku nanti..untuk family aku..untuk floles n few best frens aku..aku plan nk booked 3 apartment..but since kuchai hasnt confirm yet..so 2 je la dulu..kang membazir lak booked tapi yg mendudukinye hanye lah hantu2 yg x nampak batang hidung nyer tapi wujud..im coming on thursday/friday to UTP..semangat kot nk jumpe kawan2..then i plan to have bbq kat damai laut on friday nite dengan my family + floles + anyone yg stay with me kat damai laut laaa...makan2 sambil swim2..tapi tuh plan je kan..malas nk berharap sangat..ye la..masing2 pon ader komitmen masing2..x sure lagi sape yg bleh datang kan..so let it be laaa...orang kate..bile susah baru kite carik kawan2 kiter..mase senang trus lupe..and since aku bukan yg jenis mcm tuh..thats why aku nk wat bbq dengan org2 yg aku sayang..malas la nk sebut name satu2 kat sini..cukup la korang tau aku sayang korang kan kan kan..so kalau x pat bbq nanti..xpelah..aku makan potato chips perase bbq jer..ok what..XD

repekan 3:

fizikali..aku ni kasar..konon2 tough n otai..tapi kat dalam ni sangat2 lembut...cube ko bayangkan..ayah one of my good frens meninggal..aku kol dier..konon2 nk bg semangat..last2 aku yg nanges??haha..aku nih sangat fragile...kenape la orang hanye nampak pade kekasaran aku tapi x nampak kelembutan aku..atau kekasaran aku telah menutup segala kelembutan yg ada pada aku??lagi satu aku ni sangat2 la penyayang...mcm nenek aku slalu kate "loving"..aku ni mudah sayang kat org..especially yg rapat2 dgn aku..yg slalu spend time dgn aku..n aku ader ramai org yg aku sayang..family of course la kan...floles..kepochiss..soya team..dan lain2 lagi..n aku kalau da sayang..mmg aku jage betol2..aku xnak ader orang yg hurt orang2 yg aku sayang..ape yg aku buat pada mereka yg hurt org2 yg aku sayang???x payah aku bgtau laaa...aku bukan x pernah buat pon..da banyak kali da aku buat..tapi kan sbb skang aku da ader safety boot..aku x teragak2 untuk memijak mereke yg hurt org yg aku sayang dgn safety boot aku..kalau berani sile try...jangan cabar aku sbb aku pantang dicabar..aku pernah melempang seseorang yg mintak dirinye dilempang oleh aku..hambek kau..haha..n aku x kesah lah sape pon kau...sedare mare..tue mude..pedulik ape aku...sape suh carik pasal..

da la tuh..da penat merepek..

babai..i miss u..

Minah Kepoh di Hari Rayeeeee.....

Dimulakan dengan Bismillah..disudahi dengan Alhamdulillah..begitulah seharian dalam hidup kita mudah mudahan diberkati Allah~~

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah hi wabarakaaaatuh..(mcm budak dalam Qalesya tuh)

sebb blom start drilling and cell manager blom bangun..so aku pon tatau nk wat ape..make aku updet lagi blog aku..

Kali ni cite pasal minah2 kepoh..member2 baek aku mase kat kgv..basically ader 5 org geng kepoh..aku aya ain n hadzirah klasmate mase form 2 n ditambah plak dgn ckin mase form 3..the best time during high skool kat KGV..

zaman sekolah kami mmg kepoh..duk berborak jer dalam kelas kan kan kan...tapi keje still siap ok..igt lagi mase time math dgn cgu Hadi..dier ajar2..bile da paham trus letak kepale atas meje..time to sleep~~hahaha..

kami juge suke makan..dulu mak aku slalu masak pagi2 wat bekal..n kitorang mkn la ramai2 pagi tuh b4 start klass..n i still remember nasik goreng nenek hadzirah yg sedaaaaappppp....giler!!n i still remember budak klas kiter menang pantun n dapat biskut satu tin n tin tuh berjalan jalan dalam klas waktu cgu tgh ngajar kat depan..hahaha..satu kelas pon kuat makan..bile da abes biskut tuh sume pon beli lagi n top up..haha..

and zaman skolah sume pon aktif badan beruniform..aku dgn scout aku..ain,aya n cikin dengan kawad kadet polisnyer..sampai itam logam..hadzirah dgn KRS ek??ouh lagi satu..kami suke ponteng kelas..haha..tapi bukan ponteng g lepak parkson..dari ponteng lepak parkson baek kitorang ponteng duk umah..kitorang ponteng2 pon study laaa kat umah..kan ain kan?ader skali tuh lpas ujian ape tah..most of the class x datang..ekceli most of the student in the batch..haha..then kantoi dgn penolong kanan yg aku da lupe name dier..sume pon kene panggil kat dewan n dier mintak surat..hahaha..gelabah sorang2 carik alasan..tapi tade la cuak sgt sbb kitorang bukan ponteng tanpa pengetahuan mak bapak pon..ponteng duk umah kot~~baek kitorang ni...

kami juge same2 main sofbol tuk kgv walaupon mase tuh x menang..haha..walaupon bak kate ain "den reserve jerr"....haha..ok what..dapek gak sijil eh..

walaupon kami bizi dgn aktiviti Koku..walaupon kami malas..walaupon kami suke ponteng..tapi kami study hard kat rumah sbenanye..and we end up getting 8A's in PMR...so happy dapat success same2 dgn kamu sume..BUT ain n aya were left in KGV..im going to mozac..cikin went to mrsm berseri n hadzirah mrsm Jempol?? since then kitorang x kontek2 sgt..masing2 pon bz lepas masuk asrama..

skang ni la baru nk kontek2 balik..kepoh2 balik kan..haha..arituh aku rase 1st time kite jumpe balik raye umah ain.tp hadzirah tade sbb dier kat ireland..,mmg riuh la arituh tapi ain kene kaver sbb mak mertua datang..hikhik..ouh btw ain..aku rase x dapat anta ko balik la mgu depan..aku kat laut lagi..gonna miss u ain..take care..lebiu~~~

left to right : aya, ain, dila(dila??auwww) n cikin



brownies ain yg buat..sedap..tapi aku x gemar brownies..


no words can describe this..

mok saye kuat makan

ain n aya

ouh si chomel