cik asma...

Hai..
lame x updet..cuti 1 bln tade internet kt umah n malas nk g cc..

so aku raser ramai yg tau kisah aku dan cik asma..but not the details right???
so meh aku story sikit..

It was sunday...me n familly went to a wedding..dekat jer..n i think it was too hot that day..then my nose start running..damn..i hate flu..coz it is so disturbing and uncomfartable..baru je igt nk usha abg2 kat wedding tuh..haih..

on that monday..the flu gone..but i dont feel really well but not sure what is wrong..nothing much on that day..just watching tv all day..(ni la keje aku sepanjang cuti)

tuesday morning mr cough came by to say Hai...but it is not too bad..but the throat is..i feel like wanna get my hand in my mouth and scratch...ouh yea..i took the medicine on that day..
on that nite..mr cough getting worst..i cant sleep at all on that nite..looking at the clock..im thinking whether to wake up my parents to send me to hospital or not..but pity them..they were tired working all day long..x sampai ati dowh..i started to breathe slowly..rase mcm ader sepuluh bijik batu bata atas dada...1...2...3...4...5..6a.m..i decide to wait for my parents to wake up at 6 and ask my father to send me to the emergency before he go to school..i plan to go alone but dad ask my mum to go with me coz i did not look so good that time..
n dgn x mandinye(aku gosok gg ngan salin baju jer)..we went to hospital...

sampai je hospital..trus rase nk muntah..demit tol..kat umah td tanak muntah..da la tade plastik..luckily mum bring a towel..n the worst thing is..when it is a so bad attack..dgn kencing2 skali keluar atas kusi tuh..sori la sape yg duk kat kusi tuh nnti..huhu..

then 1st nebulizer(name ubat tuk cik asma)..wait for half n hour..utk tgk respon ubat tuh..n still no different..i wait for the doc..ader 1 nenek sakit jantung dtg td..not a bad heart attack pon..sakit dada sikit2 jer..and i think bout 10 doc sume g sane..what the fuck???x bleh ke sorang duduk yellow zone tuh???(yellow tuk patient yg need rawatan segere n red zone yg sgt2 teruk)..lame gak aku tgu mcm nk mati..when i ask the nurse..bleh dier ckp "tgu jap eh"..kepale otak kau..da mati nnti baru nk dtg..then aku duk balik kat kusi tuh and ask the young nurse for 2nd nebulizer..n still nothing change..n still no doc..lame gak aku tgu..biler dr dtg aku ckp..dada ketat,susah nafas n x larat sgt..so she shot me..with hydrocort(cmni kot eje name dier..tataula)..n 3rd nebulizer..but still nothing change..i called the dr telling her it still hard to breathe..tau ape dr tuh jwb??"ni je la ubat asma..mner ader lain lg"..bangang nyer dr..i know they can do more..there must be samting they can do..then they are sending me to the ward..n dier suh aku jalan dr kusi tuh ke katil..Ya Allah..kenape la wujud manusia bangang kat muke bumi nih..aku ni da la susah nk nafas..which mean less oksigen lam badan..which mean aku sgt2 weak and x blehh move byk2..lg byk aku move,byk oksigen needen so aku kene bernafas lg banyak..BANGANG SUNGGUH MEREKE ITU!!...

naik je katil aku raser mcm da nk separuh mampos..nurse2 tuh duk cocok2 aku ngan apetah..aku da x larat..menyerah jer..then they send me to red zone..mase kat sini aku da taleh ckp full sentence..sepatah2 jer..raser mcm penat sgt..n this time bkn batu bate lg..dah mcm ader biggest loser yg besar atas dada aku nih..da la x tdo mlm td..aku da start rase ngantuk..kat cni dr cucuk lg..sekejap tuh aku raser better sikit..da bleh ckp full sentence..lame gak kat red zone tuh sbb dier nk monitor oksigen level aku..maser tuh 80 jer..spatutnye above 90..

then dier anta g ward..sampai kat ward tuh its getting bad again..again sepatah jer yg keluar..kalau blh bg sign language akuu gune tgn je jwb..huhu..x larat sgt..lapa..dr semlm x mkn..doc x bg mkn..sbb takut aku pengsan susah nk masuk tiub..aku raser maser tuh ader la 5-6 doc yg duk depan aku..sume nk cek dada aku..aku da la x larat nk gerak2..dier suh pusing2la..dr pakar pon datang..duk pasang wire2 kat dada..oksigen aku betukar2..mule2 mask yg bese tuh..pastuh yg hi flow..then dier pasang "bypack"..tatau la cane eja..but it sound like that..ader mesin kat sebelah yg pump oksigen..kuat la flow dier..kurang sket tenaga aku tuk tarik nafas..aku dgr doc ckp lung infection..aku x brape nk fokus sbb x larat sgt..then aku dgr dier kater nk anta CCU(Cardio Care Unit)..dr awal lg aku da agak da sbb this is the worst attack..then they called my parents..explain pasal condition aku..pas2 ader nurse datg (mak Fara,klasmate aku) kater nk pasang tiub kencing..damn!!ilang la kesucian aku..n maser pasang tuh ader la 2 nurse prektikel duk tgk..dlm ati aku..siot la minah ni..aku pon x penah "tengok" lg dier da tgk..seb bek aku tgh sakit..huhu..

dlm CCU..mama taleh jage..tgu kat luar..so mum n sleep outside..waiting for me..and for sure they were worried..n still kat CCU taleh tdo gak..tp nurse katt c2 mmg tip top laaa..mmg rapi!!baek lak tuh..sume taleh wat sendiri..nk minum pon kene mintak dier..n kat c2 im getting better..thursday mornin..nurse tuh mandi kan aku..as in mandi satu badan atas katil..n chane the pampers too..forgot to tell i wear pampers..huhu...yeah..they see everything mase mandi aku..dulu mase aku kat CCU time form 2 dier tanye nk mak mandikan or derang..n of course la aku mintak mak..but this time they did everything..n ptg tuh i went to the normal ward..no more "bypack" just the normal oksigen...no more wires..no more tiub kencing..but still with the pampers sbb x larat nk jln lg..=)
saturday..aku discharged..tp still kurang selere mkn n lemah2..

syukur alhamdulillah im still alive..
thanks to my parents yg da susah2 jage aku..sian derang..
thanks to doctors kat ward 6B HTJ yg berusaha sembuhkan aku..
n to the nurses too..
thanks to those who pray 4 me..
to those who called/sms my dad asking on me..
thanks to those who visit aku kt hosp..
ouh thanks gak kat makcik2 sebelah katil yg concern dgn keadaan aku..
makcik guard yg x jemu2 jenguk aku maser kat CCU sbb mak aku x bleh masukkan..so dier tlg rogerkan ke mak aku la condition aku..

by the tiime doc ckp nk anta aku g CCU aku gigil2 taip msg n send to some frens...
im too afraid that will be the last msg from me..

n now aku da fully recover..but cik asma is still there..she can come n say hi anytime if aku x jage kesihatan..
n i will take a good care of myy self..


*ouh..btw ben..aku raser kwn ko yg pasang "bypack" kat aku tuh..sbb dr melayu yg rawat aku 2 jer..n yg lg 1 tuh tue sikit..say thanks to her...