JANGAN !!!!!

JANGAN PAKSA AKU!!
AKU X SUKE!!
AKU NK WAT SESUKE HATI AKU!!
SUKE ATI AKU LA NK BALIK BILER...
MLM NIH KER..ESOK KE..LUSE KER..
SUKE ATI AKU NK BALIK NAIK APER...
KERETE KER..MOTOR KER..BAS KER..LORI KER..
ASALKAN AKU X WAT BENDA YG SALAH DISISI AGAME,X NYUSAHKAN ORG LAIN..
ASALKAN MAK AYAH AKU TAU N IZINKAN...


JANGAN PAKSE AKU JUMPE KAU!!
AKU TAKNAK JUMPE KAU..
SBB KAU DEKATKAN AKU DGN KEJAHATAN DUNIA!!
AKU X SUKE KAU..
KAU DEGIL!!
KAU TANAK BERUBAH..
KAU LALAI DGN KESERONOKAN DUNIA YG SEMENTARA...
KAU LUPE PADA TUHAN..
KAU PAKSA AKU SAYANG KAU..
KAU KONGKONG AKU..

AKU X SUKE DIKONGKONG!!
AKU NK BEBAS..
SEPERTI BURUNG2 DI LANGIT YG HIDUP TANPA MASALAH..
BURUNG2 YG HANYA SUJUD PADA ALLAH..


YA TUHAN...
TABAHKAN AKU MENEMPUHI SEGALA DUGAAN INI..
YA SOBUR..
YA SOBUR..
YA SOBUR..
YA SOBUR..
YA SOBUR..

Aroma nasik lemak

aku suke bau nasik lemak yg baru dimasak...

tibe2 pagi td aku terfikir pasal bau nasik lemak..

terus aku g dapor n masak nasik lemak on my own for the first time...

cuak gak kalau x jadi..

tapi alhamdulillah..sedap!!

siap je nasik lemak aku aku terus bukak periuk n amik bau dier..

fuhh..masyuk...bau santan..bestnyerrr..

aku panaskan rendang daging n goreng telur goyang...

nyam2...

sodap...

n suddenly aku terpikir pasal nasik ayam lak...

bestnyer kalau dapat mkn ayam dier yg rangup..

hmm..

esok mcm nk masak nasik ayam lak..

huhu..

tatawuuu..

12:27 PM..kat opis..da lunch hour..tapi xtau nk mkn aper...bosan n ngantuk juge...

last weekend,di saat warge2 UTP berpusu2 keluar dr UTP utk pulang ke kampung kerana cuti Deepavali,seorang student (otai bkn name sebenar) yg sedang internship di ibu negara bergegas utk ke UTP pd Jumaat malam kerana ingin menyertai ESQ Training 165 Way yg akan mula pada keesokan harinya,Sabtu.Apa keistemewaan ESQ ni???dah la kene bayar mahal??tetapi kenape otai nih beria2 nk pergi??dr blog seorang kawan..ini adalah antara advantages ESQ..

• a certificate provided by ESQ Training Centre
  ADDED value to your RESUME (big companies = PETRONAS is currently sending their top managers to ESQ trening, so if u join this course, it meant that you are serious in term of your character building)
• a DISCOUNT by UTP (utp is giving subsidy about 50% from exact amount of RM350..tak penah utp baik cam ni doh...haha...)
• become ESQ Alumni (can join the same course all over again at 5 different location at malaysia for FREE)
• this trening is acceptable worldwide
  be able to use the correct combination of IQ, EQ and SQ in daily life processes

sbb nk kan sijil,sbb nk berjaya dalam hidup,sbb nk memperbaiki kehidupan maka si otai nih pegi la ESQ Training selama 2 hari...

after finish the training,she realize her true goal..she found herself..who she is..and the training have change her..otai sedar..matlamat hidup di dunia ni bkn sbb nk dpt kerja dgn PETRONAS,bkn nk carik duit yg byk,bkn nk carik bakal suami...anak..tapi matlamat hidup yg sebenar adalah JANNATUN NAIM.....SYURGA ALLAH..selama ini hatinya diisikan dengan berhala dunia...sedangkan hati itu adalah milik ALLAH..ader 1 ayat dr Qran nih..(x igt surah aper tp dpt mase ESQ)..."Allah menyediakan syurga untuk ummatnyer...tp sebelum itu,telah diusirkan syaitan dr syurga..tempat ALLAH adalah dihati manusia..tp sudahkah kau isi hatimu dgn TUHAN?"..

hidup didunia nih ibarat setitis air sedangkan kehidupan di akhirat nanti seluas samudera..byk yg aku belajar mase ESQ..kalau aku kaye..aku nk suruh family aku,sahabat2 aku pergi ESQ agar aku dapat bersama2 kalian di akhirat kelak..

time kasih Tuhan kerana membukakah hijab kami terhadap-Mu

time kasih Tuhan kerana mengerakkan kaki kami kepada-Mu

time kasih Tuhan kerana membenarkan kami melihat Mu

tolanglah kami utk membunuh cinta dunia

tolanglah kami utk tidak takotkan mati

tolanglah kami utk sentiasa melihat dan merasakan Mu

Demi matahari dan sinarnya di pagi hari

Demi bulan apabila ia mengiringi

Demi siang hari bila menampakkan dirinya

Demi malam apabila ia menutupi

Demi langit beserta seluruh binaannya

Demi bumi serta yang ada di hamparannya

Demi jiwa dan seluruh penyempurnaannya

Allah, Subhanallah … Allah, SubhanallahAllah, Subhanallah … Allah, Subahanallah

Allah mengilhamkan sukma kefasikan dan ketaqwaan

Beruntung bagi yang mensucikan-Nya

Merugi bagi yang mengotori-Nya ...

Subhanallah

Floles in Memory..

it started in january 2007 when otai first time met ben a.k.a redza shafique during the MAS..cham and apam already otai's buddies since 2006..we are RCSU members..on that time..otai,cham,apam n ben were facees for the juniors..then they build a strong friendship and always hang out together...ben invited otai to join his chanel,#floles..emie aka mici already joined the channel..mici also a RCSU member...from the channel,otai met izul,cimah and few other fellas that otai dont want to mention since they are not so close...

otai,emi,cimah,ben,cham,izul and apam...here comes the FLOLESIAN...different age,different course,different personality,different taste,but ONE friendship that will last forever..

Mcd,Irc,Pangkor,Ipoh,Pulau "Izul" and so many other places that they went together..so many memories that they have together..sometimes they quarrel a lot but then they become friends again..

but now..we seldom spend time together since everybody have their own commitment..ben already graduated and working at bangi..otai was doing her internship at PJ..and the rest are completing their final year at UTP..

when otai went for outstation in UTP last Ramadhan,they went out several time and buka puasa together...apam only join us once..because he has commitments with other people...

its hard for them now to gather the whole FLOLESIAN...reminiscing the memory of FLOLESIAN...its all we can..

after 1 day round2 at pulau 'izul'

at muzium perang withben,izul,otai n cham

izul,apam,ben,cham,emie,otai

Floles were there to support emie,cham n otai during futsal..

after jogging

floles in a frame..

our cover album..

otai n emie