Happy Independence Day Malaysia...

counting days to celebrate 51st independence day..only 2 days left..31st August 1957..its our historical date..on that say we are free from British..everybody were so excited to celebrate the day every year..so do i..

but this year..i don't know why i don't feel excited to celebrate..maybe because all the political issues that makes me feel not safe to live here..i think we are not living in harmony anymore..all the politicians seems like wanna break the integrity among the Malay,Chinese,Indians and others..the integrity that was built long time ago..the politicians only hunting for powers and money for their own good..never think on the Malaysians anymore..

i really hope that all Malaysians realize all these things..i was really proud to live here in Malaysia once...but now, not anymore..i want to live in peace and harmony..no reformation..no political issue...why don't all the politicians sit together improving our life..not fighting to improve 'their' life..sit together and build MALAYSIA together..what they did is fighting each other to rule this country like they own it..this country is belong to us..

let us think together...Malaysia was conquered by British,Portuguese n Japanese once...and now it is happening again..but by our citizens..by our stupid politicians...

**maybe im going to Dataran Merdeka to watch the parade..with no feelings..

Intership at Honeywell

fuhh...i just had a presentation this morning...i have to present to my boss and engineers on what i learned for this 2 months...so many flaws..i know..my bad..it was last minutes preparation...

they didn't attack me by asking so many questions (like we did during pcs presentation)...but here are some comments:

• u r too fast..u finish it in 10 minutes


• explain on what u r going to present (subtopic)


• u should improve more


• give advantages


• give more example


• some topics are so details and some r not details


• 'waaa...so good..got cartoon some more'

after hari raya..i got another presentation with them..i have to improve..i will..

i love this internship...bcoz i learn alot...eventhough my boss is not like u guys...

My Boss:

• strict


• have to inform him wherever i go..


• have to be punctual


• do not play around during working hours..


• report should be submitted every week..


• 1 day 1 sheet of report


• report should be nicely done (kemas,cantik,punch elok2)


• report should be details..include photos,diagram,system architecture,block diagram,circuit diagram..n so on

thats my boss...not like my friends' boss..they can come at 10,11,12...go back at 3,4,5...or dont come at all..they can submit their report anytime..write anything..their boss didnt care on that..they did their works but dont really know on what they are doing..

we get the same allowance..rm500..but i learnt more than them..

see my reports??how thick it is??that is reports for 10 weeks..

mempermain dan dipermainkan!!

Kes 1 - Dan & Cik Yam di suatu mase dulu....

satu maser dulu derang berpacaran...Dan is a very kind man..sgt2 baik hati..loyal..ader rupe..n ader maser depan..mmg bertuah sape yg dapat dier nih..n cik yam nih bkn kwn rapat aku..aku kenal dier pun sbb Dan byk cite kat aku pasal dier...so dr pandangan mata aku..dier 'baik' kot...
but they break up 1 day..cik yam yg mintak..dgn alasan dier couple dulu pon sbb nk lari dr boifren lame...per fuck!!!

Kes 2 - Mat n Nurul di satu maser dulu...
derang nih clasmate aku..so aku bleh kate due2 adelah baik...derang nih mcm belangkas...g mane2 pun berdue..aku pun xder la kesah sgt..asalkan x ganggu hidup aku..huhu..n aku baru je cek frenster..da tade letak gamba due2 da...status pon da 'single'...they just break up..maser intern..sbb nurul pon ader lelaki lain...senior

Kes 3 - Mat Bung n Bella
Bella classmate aku mase skola..n mat bung coursemate aku kt UTP..bella is sgt baik..kiut gak..n mat bung..xdela baik sgt..gatal2 skit..suke kacau pompuan sane..kacau pompuan sini..tuh je la keje die mase foundation...mase derang nk kapel dulu..bella mintak nasihat aku..aku x brape stuju sgt..tp bella nk kasi peluang kat mat bung..so aku support jer..3 thn derang kapel,aku nampak mat bung mcm da lg baik sikit..tuh pd pandangan mata kasar aku je...n skang derang da break up..sbb mat bung ader pompuan lain jugeee...nih mmg fuck!!

Kes 4 - Nisa n ajie
ajie classmate aku kat UTP..slalu stadi same2 ngan aku..tlg sign kan utk aku..1 team projek...dier nih pon baik gak..nisa bdk july..aku x kenal sgt..tp muke manis..org seremban..skang nih pon da clash gak sbb nisa da tawar hati..da suke senior lak...ajie pon lepaskan la....

4 kes nih aku raser theme dier same..mempermain dan dipermainkan!!aku x faham dgn player2 ini..dulu cik yam x kasi Dan kawan dgn perempuan langsung!!last2 dier gak yg simpan lelaki lain...

dulu mat bung x kasi bella lepak ngan kwan2 skola walaupun ramai2..tp dier gak yg keluar dgn perempuan lain...

aku paling benci dipermainkan dan benci pada org yg suke mempermainkan perasaan org..dr 4 kes nih..aku xbleh terime alasan derang break up...sbb ader pasangan lain..aku x kesah kalau korang clash sbb x sehaluan..sbb mak bapak x suke ke...sbb pasangan korang tuh ader perangai yg korang x suke ke....nih sbb da ader pasangan lain..maser mule2 bercinte dulu "syg janji x carik yg lain....janji sehidup semati...abg pun jgn crik lain tau...blablablabla....."ayat2 fuck yg aku paling benci nk dgr...nk sayang,sayang betul2 laaa....

kpd org2 di luar sane...cube la belajar untuk setia...hargai pasangan tuh baik dan buruknyer..jgn asal tgk lelaki hensem/pompuan cantik je nk....


lu pikirla sendiri.......

i miss UTP

some of my friends said that they dont really wish to come back to UTP now...they got bored with UTP after 4 years being there..my batch are doing internship now...n most of them enjoying that so much since they are not in UTP...

but not me..i didnt say that im not happy here..of course i am...no classes..no assignments..no exams..but i really wish i am at UTP now with my best buddies..cham,emie,cimah,apam,izul and rc's...i have friends here...a lot..we can make friends with everybody..but buddies are hard to find...its not only the fun that we had when we spent time together..its about everythings...we share joy n pain..we talk to each other when we had problems...ya2..sometimes we had a fight an argue alot..but i think that strengthen our relationship..im the youngest among them and they 'sometimes' treat me like little sister

guys..i cant wait to be in UTP with u guys..ill be there in september for 1 month bcoz my company had a project there....

to my buddies...cham,cimah,emie,apam n izul

thanx alot for letting this little gurl to be along with u guys...

i just cant imagine continue my study in UTP without u guys next year...(they are graduating next year..)

skoler....

kenaper????
skoler x masuk lagi...
Petronas nih sengal...
x bleh ke tetapkan 1 tarikh utk skoler masuk???
kadang2 masuk awal giler..
kadang2 masuk lambat giler...
we plan the money for 1 month..
skang da 4 hb...still x masuk lg...
kwn2 plak keep asking me da masuk ke belum..(igt aku intern kt bank ker???haha)
poket suda kosong....lalalala...