Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Salaam Ramadhan


Assalamualaikum.....

dekat 6 bulan gak aku x conteng2 kat blog ni..
sorri laaa...bizi sket la lately..
alhamdulillah..da naik grade..means more responsibility and more stress...
semakin stress..semakin byk aku nanges...
its ok...ill cry if that can release the stress...
biarlah orang nak kater ape pon bile otai nanges...
we are just human...bukannyer Tuhan...
and human cry....walau sekuat mane pon dier...

and now ill spend more time offshore rather than onshore....
i think i've spent too long offshore and im used to it...
walk like a guy..work like a guy..talk like them..hangout at the smoking area with the guys (aku x smoke la tapi)....but still cry like a gurl..hehe...

banyak dugaan dekat offshore ni yang buatkan aku belajar banyak benda...
yang paling penting dugaan ni buat aku makin dekat dgn Tuhan...
sounds good kan?? Hopefully aku jadi makin baiklaa..
Allah takkan duga kiter kalau kita x mampu nak hadapinya...
n pada pendapat aku..
Allah keep on duga kita sebab kiter slalu lupe kat Dia lepas dugaan tuh settle...betol tak?
so He keeps on testing us untuk sentiasa dekat dengan kiter..
So be grateful for all the challenges in life...Allah sayang kiter kot...Thank you Allah (sambil nyanyi2)

ouh..n aku da start share all the stress with my beloved mum...
for your in fo..aku dari kecik bukan jenis mengadu dgn mak...
"mak arini adik stress la belaja"
"mak adik tensen la ngan kawan adik tuh"
" maa..adik suke lelaki tuh..tapi dier mcm x suke adik jer"
"maa..adik x bleh jawab exam tadi"
i never mention those words to my mum..neither my dad...
i normally shout it out to some other frens..n slalu nyer guys...
but suddenly i found out that guys are just bullshit..
they always there when they need u....but missing when we need them..
im just tired with those guys...
So now i appreciate my mom more...hehe..

ouh suddenly aku da start suke membaca...
ni sume gara2 bace Tentang and Kentang by Saharil..
aku sanggup pegi Shah Alam semata mata nak beli Tentang Kentang..
amd bought few books from FIXI...and it was a good books to read..
and last week aku spend another hundreds for books..
reading make me thinking alot...
reading Isabella buat aku nak bace banyak2 buku agame and jadi org yg berilmu...

da lame x update blog..banyak plak aku nak cite..hehe..
im fasting offshore..alhamdulillah..belom ader yg terkantoi sebab x larat...
sape yg bg alasan x bleh pose kat laut..tuh sume bullshit!!!
yer..aku taulaa korang sume ader bazaar ramadhan...pelbagai juadah disediakan....korang cume sediakan duit jer..
tapi kat laut pon pelbagai juadah jugak...freeeeee lagi....so mane lg untung??? haha..ayat nak sedapkan ati...
seronok bukak pose same2 dgn lelaki2 lain..sbb skang aku sorang jer tuan puteri kat laut ni...mcm2 jugak aku demand..hehe..


nah gamba kiut aku sempena pose...mane la tau kot2 ader stalker blog yang rindu~~ok..aku perasan..

3 comments:

ida said...

cutenyeeeeeeeeeee~~~
ak rindu ko... jom pg hanimun lg :P

meen said...

ahoit otai, really miss ur blog.

alhamdulillah sudah jinak2 menghampiri kebaikan. n luv it when ur started reading. u r what u read kan...

salam ramadan gak n hepi fasting kt offshore tuh~

ah-kieym said...

Yer..sy rindu otai..tp die plak xde ketika sy mncari die..sekian..