Saturday, November 21, 2009

its fun to talk to him..

he was my lecturer once..n now..he is one of my good fren..a good listener..hehe..
last night..not really night..early in the morning about 3 am..i had a video call with sia (read as sia chee weeeee)..hehe..through skype..its been a year since the last time we talk..kan sia kan??n we only keep in touch through facebook...n since last week i post comments on his well yet only yesterday he replied me..huh..kind of sad n mad becoz he ignored me..feels like 'he didnt care bout me any more'???

haha..he felt guilty bcooz didnt response to me kat facebook kan..tuh yg video call tuh..and it is from 3am until 9am..waktu malaysia laa..almost 6 many stories and gossip to tell..haha..bese la..kalau ngan sia mesti la bergossip..

Sia siap view my photos n searching the right man for me..haha..n of course i told him everything..all my feelings n things that happened throughout the year..told him on edx n my scouts activities n for sure he is proud of me...hehe..n thanks alot to him..for motivating me so much..because of him i know the value of edx..most of the students do not want to enter edx since there will be so many things to do for edx..but for me..edx is valuable..thats why i worked so hard on my poster to get to edx..n Sia said my poster looks professional..hoho..

he keep asking me whether he looks old n la Sia..u still look adorable to me..hehe..n mestila dier kate aku gemok kan..he always be honest k..n he helps me betulkan was like a big correction the way thanks for the help..i dont mind on the big changes as long as it good for me..

for those who know him..u might hate him becoz he is strict during static..but its for our own good..and he is very2 mean sometimes..haha..if he is being honest..kalau dier kutuk mmg kutuk kawa2 laa..n aku pon kutuk gak la dier kan..hoho..

btw..thanks to Sia for all the helps..for all the support..for motivating me in studies..for being a good listener too...luv ya..muahh..hehe..

video call with sia from 3am-9am

me during edx..nice poster kan??

Sia n Fadzil

Monday, November 16, 2009


kenape sume bende ko leh wat???
bile time aku nk wat sume xbleh..
sume x kene..
tu salah nih salah...
i respect u thats why i allow u to do what ever u want..
did u ever consider me???

Sunday, November 15, 2009

KBN7485 xder adab!!

the situation is like this...

ida nk keluar keter but si KBN tuh ida pon horn n shouting hoping for the owner to notice..dlm 10 minit gak la kitorg tgu..bru 2 pompuan jln berlenggang lenggang dgn muke x bersalah..

and of pissed off..nk keluar makan i said "lain kali paking keter tuh kat tgh jalan..senang.."

n that stupid junior bleh wat muke x bersalah..n without SORRY at all..lg la aku bengang kan..

n i said :"bangang giler ko da wat salah nk say sori pon x bleh...kalau ikot kan aku aku calarkan jer kete ko..lpas ni abes la kene ban keter ko..kalau x pancit tayar..tayar ko ilang"

pergh..mmg bengang..da la bengan sbb kene block..pas2 tanak say sori pon...susah sgt ke nk mintak maaf??da la ko junior..tader respect langsung..

to KELISA KBN 7485 err..aku raser biru kot....u messed up with the wrong person..

finale of the finals..

it has been long since i update my blog..busy with study of course..its Final exam of FINAL semester..just finish my 3rd paper this morning..n got one more this wednesday..then i dont have to think bout study anymore..n UTP is like so it make sense to have exams on Sunday??its public holiday kot~~..kalau maser kecik2..sunday morning is time for Dragon Ball..kan kan kan??

i wanna write about yesterday was Engineers in Society main was only 2 hours paper but i studied like it was 4 kredit hours..nevermind..this is not my main point the end of the paper, the invigilators hold us for almost half an hour in the hall..just to collect and count the papers..thats the longest time I ever had..

during this half an hour..i look around..i saw the faces.. the faces that ive been seeing for this past 5 years..those faces that i hate..those faces that i like..those faces that i love..those faces that i treasure in UTP..Jan 05 friends..especially Mechi people..

i saw azad..haziq,dja,anis,saa..nani, n keyroll i can see u from far ok..hehe..i saw everyone will takes one day to write those names..n i started to think..oh my God..i only have 2 more weeks with them..2 more weeks to see their faces..we will be graduating soon..and to think that we are not be able to see each other this makes me sad..makes me cry..seriously i can cry on this..

we really wanna finish this study because we are so tense with the studies and the projects here in i right frens?? i really wanna be with my UTP frens..forever..

p/s: lets enjoy our last time being together in UTP..

Monday, November 9, 2009

kerane nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga~~~

as we all know, last wiken final Piala Malaysia between N9 and Kelantan...
and yes..N9 has been playing very well and won the match 3-1..but Indra Putra's score is the best eventhough he is playing for harm to say the truth right??

and more on the truth on the nite..these Kelantanese fans is being wild again like before..
they are throwing bottles and fire crackers to the field and players yet burn the this Kelantanese behaviour??i have Kelatanese friend and i know how kind u are..but this is what we called "kerana nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga"..

but they are not only being wild in the stadium..but also outside..crushing innocent people's it reall necessary to show your anger to innocent people because u lost??

i heard this on Sinar fm this morning where a father want to cancel the engagement of his daugther because the father said that Kelantanese are not a good people..pity them..huhu.that guy might not like football at all but have to face the consequences from the Kelantanese football fans..huhu..

if before this it is known that less people want to get married with people from N( due to the "leceh" Adat Pepatih..and now..less people want to marry kelantanese people because they are wild during the foot ball match..huhu

p/s: den da x jiwang..ekau da buleh komen daaa

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Pernah kau merasa...

Pernahkah kau merasa
Pernahkah kau merasa

Cukup sudah ku berikan cintaku
Cukup sudah rasa ini untukkmu
Mati sudah hati ini padamu
Mati sudah hasrat ingin bersamamu

Pernahkah kau merasa hatimu hampa
Pernahkah kau merasa hatimu kosong
Pernahkah kau merasa hatimu hampa
Pernahkah kau merasa hatimu kosong

Buang saja semua kata cintamu
Buang saja semua kata maafmu
Hancur sudah hati ini padamu
Hancur sudah hasrat ingin bersamamu

pernahkah pernah kah kau merasa
di kala siang datang terasa gelap gulita
tak ada cahaya hanya gelap hitam dan kelam
tak ada lagi suka tak ada rasa
pernahkah pernah pernah pernah pernah pernahkah
pernahkah kau merasa di saat diri terlelap

meski gemuruh kian beradu slalu mengganggu
kau tetap terlelap dalam tidurmu
Maafkan aku sayangku
bukan maksudku menyakitimu mengkhianatimu
Ampuni aku sayangku
jujur katakan aku tak lagi mencintaimu

Pernahkah kau merasa Pernahkah kau merasa

lagu yg sedang bermain2 di fikiran ku lately..

saye suke....

sy suka sorg budak name die ehem
die suke makan aiskrim comot,comot
tp ehem comel sangat

hari2 ehem tunggu sy blik sekolah
klau ehem tunggu bawak aiskrim syg ehem sangat

biarkan ehem aaa..

bile ptg2 kite main dkt padang
ehem suke tolak jatuh dan tersungkur tp..
sy syg ehem..

bile besar nanti sy nk kawin dgn ehem
bapak ehem baik suke pujuk sy sbb
mama sy garang.

biarkanlah 7x
biarkan ehem aaa..

skrang ehem xde lg dlm dunia sy
sy suke tunggu ehem dkt kubur
sy rindu ehem sangat..

biarkanlah 7x
biarkan ehem aaa..

-Ost papadom-

*whishing my bf to be can sing such song to me...

Friday, November 6, 2009

Malam yang gelap..dan indah..

this maybe our last dinner together..why??because we dont really like each other we decide to break up the friendship that we have for the past 5 years...


there is no way we will stop the friendship among us..because we are family!!we love n care for each other..even if sometimes we do fight..huhu..after this..we dont know when can we sit and eat like this together year August maybe for the convocation??we are graduating soon..less than 1 guys..lets spend our last time together..lets have fun together..lets make more awesome memories together..dont fight2 haa..

Wednesday, November 4, 2009


err..something happen today..kecik jer..but mcm besar to me..
tbe2 cam tersuke sambadi...
laki org..
aku xbleh suke laki org..
x baek tau..
tp td tbe2 tersuke lak..
tp sbb da laki org..
make hampe la jawabnyer..
kenape la org2 yg aku tersuke nih mesti laki org???
tade ke lelaki hensem yg single yg boleh aku nk flirt2 kat muka bumi nih??

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

6th Asian Pacific Regional Scouts Youth Forum

A great memories..Once in a lifetime..Something to be proud of..

with Taebo from Kiribati

with Nuch from Thailand Teura from French Polynesia and Filzah from Brunei

Mara from French Polynesia

kawaiiii Haruko Shioi from Japan

6th Asia Pacific Regional Scouts Youth Forum

p/s: the stories??will be updated later