I wanna be healthy again..

I used to be fat..really really fat before...
Even though i am not thin yet..
But I ain't 'that' fat anymore...

Last time when I seriously diet ( like SERIOUSLY!!)
I lost almost 10 kg..

Yeah..
U can laugh at me as u might say im lying..
But only those people around me knew it..

But that was a SERIOUS diet..
NO FAST FOOD..
NO OILY FOOD..
NO RICE..
NO SUGAR..
Sounds SERIOUS enough to you??

But now i have stop that SERIOUS diet...
WHY?
No motivation??
Or should i say...
I lost my 'CATALYST'...

Hmm..
CATALYST that used to motivate me to eat healthy food everyday...
CATALYST that will force me to gym everyday..
CATALYST that used to be my dietitian..

It is useless if u took Herbalife everyday if u still eat unhealthy food...
It is useless if u bought that expensive corset if u still eat unhealthy food...

I should start my SERIOUS diet again..
Without my CATALYST..
I should start trying...

Ouh..i miss being healthy again...