SOME TIMES

'SOME' TIMES...


You are not here when i really need u..

no more..



'SOME' TIMES...

even if u were here...

u were no longer as comfort as before..



'SOME' TIMES...


I thought by talking to u..

I can release all the anger and tense in me...

But now talking to u make me more angry and cry 'SOME' TIMES...



Im not asking for ur money..

Im asking for 'SOME' TIMES...

For u to ask..listen..and comfort..

Im not asking for 24/7..

I just want 'SOME' TIMES...

Penang..

Since i went to Penang last time..
I fall in love with Penang..
Not only because of that guy..
But Penang memang awesome..
Like seriously awesome..

So i told my mum i wanna go Penang again when i come back..
And told her bout that Penang guy..

Then my mum said..
My Dad wanna follow me to Penang and jalan2 too..

Mum: Ayah nak ikut kau jalan Penang..Mcm mane ko nak jumpe 'bf' kau??
me: ........

I wanna be healthy again..

I used to be fat..really really fat before...
Even though i am not thin yet..
But I ain't 'that' fat anymore...

Last time when I seriously diet ( like SERIOUSLY!!)
I lost almost 10 kg..

Yeah..
U can laugh at me as u might say im lying..
But only those people around me knew it..

But that was a SERIOUS diet..
NO FAST FOOD..
NO OILY FOOD..
NO RICE..
NO SUGAR..
Sounds SERIOUS enough to you??

But now i have stop that SERIOUS diet...
WHY?
No motivation??
Or should i say...
I lost my 'CATALYST'...

Hmm..
CATALYST that used to motivate me to eat healthy food everyday...
CATALYST that will force me to gym everyday..
CATALYST that used to be my dietitian..

It is useless if u took Herbalife everyday if u still eat unhealthy food...
It is useless if u bought that expensive corset if u still eat unhealthy food...

I should start my SERIOUS diet again..
Without my CATALYST..
I should start trying...

Ouh..i miss being healthy again...

Journey to the North...Part 1

hai...
fuhh..sosak napeh jap..da besawang blog aku..haha..maleh giler nk update..walaupon da dekat 1mgu lebih ber WOW(wait on weather) kat laut ni dgn ombak setinggi 6 m...makan tido jer..dah boring tahap cipan da ni...haih..

so arini aku nk update pasal last vacation aku ke utara..ouh i should mention this..My Lonely Vacation..yess..im going to the north alone...driving..haha..gigih kan...ye..anda boleh kagum dgn saye..bukan ramai org dapat buat mcm aku ni g jalan sorg2..parents x bg laa..x brani laa..

p/s: i'll write in english n bm...why??? suke ati aku laaa blog aku kan~~~

So i started my journey on 10 Novermber from KL around 10-11...heading north..not sure the pitstop yet..stop by McD to tapau nugget for breakfast..KL-Ipoh highway used to be my regular road during my study time in UTP...its been a long time..rase dah lain plak jalan tuh...and too bad i realized that i left my iPad at apam's house when im already in Tanjung Malim..haih..patah balik??? no wayyyyy....biar jer laa...

stop by at some RNR to find "pau yang sedap tuh"...but then i realized..pau yang sedap dekat RNR on the way to KL bukan to Ipoh!!! T_T kinda frustrated..huhu..so without stopping for lunch i went straight away to Penang..arrived in Penang around 6pm kot..check in Tune Hotels..still havent decided yet how long do i wanna stay in Penang..everything depends on my heart,leg and pocket..hehe..

view dari Tune Hotel

first nite in Penang i went to Bt Feringgi..jalan2 n shopping2..dekat seratus jugak abes malam tuh shopping..n not to forget buying CD and it turns out the quality is not bad laaa..for a pirates CD..Greys Anatomy only rm8 for 1 season..too bad i dont have enough cash that time..i want to buy more!!! (i will come again for this!!)

Bt Feringghi

Bt Feringghi yang dah mcm Puket dah aku rase...huhu..no wonder la Penang kene Tsunami...

Bt Feringghi

Jalan punyer jalan sampai lupe yg aku belom lunch + dinner lagi...huhu..so on the way back i stop  by makan char kuey teow...hmm..kedai tuh x sedap mane pon...bese2 jer..

The next day..i wake up quite early bcoz have a date with my long lost teacher..hmm..almost 12 years kot x jumpe...so we had breakfast at Old Town nearby..we seems to feel awkward sbb da lameeee kot x jumpe..huhu..

Lets start the journey..chantek tak kasut Converse aku...

then i walked to the shopping mall aku x igt name mall neh.. take some photo along the road..n mcm biasa laa...apelah ertinyer shopping mall kalau aku x shopping kan~~ haha..finally i get to buy seluar kaler merah yg diidamkan dgn harga RM30++ dekat PDI...murah ok~~ diorang salah letak price tag kot..untungla aku..

Hey kakak beca kakak beca di tgh jalan..pusing2 carik marka penang..

then i decided pusing2 penang naik beca..

me: skali naik brape uncle??
beca: 30 ringgit sejam..sambil geleng sbb uncle ni india
me: hmm..ok laa ( murah gak naik 30 hinggit..n xprasan dier kate SEJAM)

amik kau...pusing2 3 jam kene 100 hengget..tapi xpe laa..once in a lifetime..kalau nai kete nak parking pon susah..ni boleh duduk goyang kaki lam beca sambil menghirup udara segar  asap kenderaan..amik2 gamba...best jugak..tapi aku rase bahaya kot..naik becaaaa...melintas di kala lalu lintas yg bz gilerr..fuhh..but one thing org penang ni sgt baek n penyabar kot tgu beca2 ni melintas..walaupon selalu kene horn..

at Fort Cornallis

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see..bahayakan melintas jalan sebok dgn beca!!!

Little India

pakcik ni lukis chantek ok....

kagum jap dgn radio lame ni boleh dapat chenel radio n pakcik ni pasang cenel lagu lame..mmg klasik laaaa....

Beli jeruk untuk org kampong...

i really enjoyed tour around penang bcoz of its unique and old buildings...sgt seronok sampai terlupa nak lunch..huhu..ouh n i stop by beli jeruk for my mum and family...i dont really into pickles...ouh n here some of my conversation dgn makcik jual jeruk tuh:

makcik: dari mana?
me: n9
makcik: datang ngan family ka? (sile baca dalam loghat penang)
me: taklah..dtg sorg..saje jalan2 makan angin...
makcik: berani hang jalan sorg..
me: nak takut apa makcik..da besaq panjang..
makcik: bwak laa boipren kaa skali..
me: nak buat apa bwak boipren saya mai sini nak crik marka penang..makcik ada calon kaa?? (haha..selamberr)
makcik: jantan penang x payah laa..x baguih depa tuh...
me:.........

ok laa...thats the end of part 1..more interesting part to come..bile aku rajen n ader mood aku update lg k...babai..

Cinta atau suke???

We always heard people talking about "love at first sight"..
Is it really love or it is actually " like at first sight"??

How do we know that is love when we dont really know that person yet...
Hmm..
So.. I'll take it as "like at first sight"

He doesnt have to be good looking or some one who is famous...
He might be just some one on the street..

But the moment u see him.. U know that is " like at first sight"....

Like u all know...i dont have the guts to say "i really like u...can we be frens?"

Ya..yaa... U can call me coward or what ever u want....im sooo shy shy cat laaa...hehehe..

Just go with the flowwww....

I will see him again if God says so...
So just wait if miracle happen...

I dont know for what reason.. " I really like him.... really really like him"

P/s: im still waiting for his phone call... Even if there is no chance at all...haih..




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I Fall In Love Again....

I Fall in Love with KL....
I Fall in Love with Penang...

BUT

I will never... Fall in Love with Kemaman!!!!



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This is cool.....

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If.....

If u love....
Will u lie??

If u love..
Will u ignore??

If u love...
Will u hurt them..?.

If u love...
Will u ever let go??

If u love...
Will u cheat??

If u love...
Will u make me cry??

If u love...
Will u be honest??

If y love...........




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Kecewa lagi....

Morning guys....

Aku kene tipu lagi...
Dengan lelaki gatal....
Nasib baik laa aku bijak buatkeputusan...
But still aku rase sgt frustrated bile tau aku kene tipu...
Sakitatilaa gileeee


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Dua Puluh Dua...

What is "Dua Puluh Dua"??

Yess..its twenty two..as in 22..

bukan umor aku...sbb aku lagi muda...

ok..aku tipu ..

dah 22 hari aku kat laut ni...

dah mule rase x tentu arah..

dah mule malas nak wat keje..

dah xder mood..

kalau org lelaki slalu kate "dah masuk air"

raye pon da nak abes...

aku dapat raye bape ari jer kat darat..

haih..syukurlah dapat gak raye ngan family kan..

dari dengar takbir kat laut..

hati da mule rindu...

kat mak ayah...

adik2..anak buah..kawan2..

aktiviti bersama kawan2..

SHOPPING!!

jeles tgk gamba member2 berwiken kat fesbuk...

dekat laut mane ader wiken...

hari2 same jer....

BIRU...

baju biru...

langit biru..

laut biru..

naseb baik laa aku x layan citer biru...

kalau x otak pon biruuuuu...

haih..bile nak balik ni...

counting days~~~

Dont come back at all...

lately lagu ni asik bermain2 dalam kepale otak aku...love the song..and the lyrics...

Lyrics | Christina Perri lyrics - Jar Of Hearts lyrics

Stock buku baru...

ni antara buku2 baru yg aku beli last week bfore aku naik offshore... hmm.. since when aku suke membaca ek??? zaman kecik2 dulu ader laa suke bace sikit2.. tapi mase kecik aku suke bace buku siri penyiasatan.. siri salma ke... hardy boys ke.. mcm best je jd penyiasat kan....

then seingat aku ade la jugak aku beli satu novel cinta lpas pmr utk mengisi masa lapang.. novel katrina ko tajuk dier.. citer pasal ape tah..

then mase kat utp aku beli few buku omputih yg agak2 best.. venus vs mars... ps i love u..

then bile aku start keje.. aku beli gak buku omputih n melayu... slalunyer novel cintan cintun laaa..aku beli buku2 ni kat airport mase nak travelling sbb boring tgu flite...

n now suddenly aku rase mcm suke membaca... tapi not into love story.. tapi buku2 pasal life..nu sume gara2 tentang kentang by Saharil... sile check saharil.com kalau nak tau pasal tentang kentang ni... aku sanggup g shah alam sbb nak beli buku ni..n bought some books by Fixi yg agak best..agak nyesal x beli sume buku fixi kat pesta buku arituh.. tuh yg bile jumpe kat mph trus grab sume..

n sebab buku2 ni best dan agak unit.. aku sayang giler ngan buku2 ni.. slalunyer aku x jage buku2 ni.. lepas bace.. lantak laa nak jadi ape.. ilang pon aku x kesah... skarang simpan baik2 wooo...

mama kate nnti umah aku da siap bleh wat tempat buku cantik2...eksaited plak aku nak deco umah aku nnti.. nak wat rak buku cantik2.. huhu..








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Kalau aku suka....

Kalau aku suke lagu...

aku akan main n repeat lagu tuh sampai aku bosan...

Kalau aku suke sesuatu makanan....

aku akan blaja masak makanan tuh..

Kalau aku suke movie..

aku akan tgk berulang ulang kali...

i watched thor twice...fast 5 twice..300 4 times...bought merongmahawangsa kat astro 1st and watch everyday(kampeni baya tape..hehe)..watched sekali lagi everyday kat astro 1st...

kalau aku suka jam....

usha harge dulu..kalau mampu angkat terus..kalau tak tgu bulan depan..

kalau aku suke baju...

tgk saiz paling besar..g kaunter..baya..

kalau aku suke lelaki...

ill stalk his facebook everyday...hehe

Salaam Ramadhan

Assalamualaikum.....

dekat 6 bulan gak aku x conteng2 kat blog ni..

sorri laaa...bizi sket la lately..

alhamdulillah..da naik grade..means more responsibility and more stress...

semakin stress..semakin byk aku nanges...

its ok...ill cry if that can release the stress...

biarlah orang nak kater ape pon bile otai nanges...

we are just human...bukannyer Tuhan...

and human cry....walau sekuat mane pon dier...

and now ill spend more time offshore rather than onshore....

i think i've spent too long offshore and im used to it...

walk like a guy..work like a guy..talk like them..hangout at the smoking area with the guys (aku x smoke la tapi)....but still cry like a gurl..hehe...

banyak dugaan dekat offshore ni yang buatkan aku belajar banyak benda...

yang paling penting dugaan ni buat aku makin dekat dgn Tuhan...

sounds good kan?? Hopefully aku jadi makin baiklaa..

Allah takkan duga kiter kalau kita x mampu nak hadapinya...

n pada pendapat aku..

Allah keep on duga kita sebab kiter slalu lupe kat Dia lepas dugaan tuh settle...betol tak?

so He keeps on testing us untuk sentiasa dekat dengan kiter..

So be grateful for all the challenges in life...Allah sayang kiter kot...Thank you Allah (sambil nyanyi2)

ouh..n aku da start share all the stress with my beloved mum...

for your in fo..aku dari kecik bukan jenis mengadu dgn mak...

"mak arini adik stress la belaja"

"mak adik tensen la ngan kawan adik tuh"

" maa..adik suke lelaki tuh..tapi dier mcm x suke adik jer"

"maa..adik x bleh jawab exam tadi"

i never mention those words to my mum..neither my dad...

i normally shout it out to some other frens..n slalu nyer guys...

but suddenly i found out that guys are just bullshit..

they always there when they need u....but missing when we need them..

im just tired with those guys...

So now i appreciate my mom more...hehe..

ouh suddenly aku da start suke membaca...

ni sume gara2 bace Tentang and Kentang by Saharil..

aku sanggup pegi Shah Alam semata mata nak beli Tentang Kentang..

amd bought few books from FIXI...and it was a good books to read..

and last week aku spend another hundreds for books..

reading make me thinking alot...

reading Isabella buat aku nak bace banyak2 buku agame and jadi org yg berilmu...

da lame x update blog..banyak plak aku nak cite..hehe..

im fasting offshore..alhamdulillah..belom ader yg terkantoi sebab x larat...

sape yg bg alasan x bleh pose kat laut..tuh sume bullshit!!!

yer..aku taulaa korang sume ader bazaar ramadhan...pelbagai juadah disediakan....korang cume sediakan duit jer..

tapi kat laut pon pelbagai juadah jugak...freeeeee lagi....so mane lg untung??? haha..ayat nak sedapkan ati...

seronok bukak pose same2 dgn lelaki2 lain..sbb skang aku sorang jer tuan puteri kat laut ni...mcm2 jugak aku demand..hehe..

nah gamba kiut aku sempena pose...mane la tau kot2 ader stalker blog yang rindu~~ok..aku perasan..

My first love..

Haloo...da bersawang da blog aku nih..nk updet tp asik malas jer...

Hmm..this time nk update samting yg berlegar2 kat dalam kepale otak aku lately..

Ni sume gare2 love story ngan kepochiss sampai aku terconfess my first love and i cant stop thinking bout it since that!!

My first love..or shud i say my first crush...

aku rase mase tuh cgu tade dalam kelas..ader meeting kot...so we need to combine klass..ouh mase ni dajah satu..so i combine with his class laa..first time seeing him..cute..teruss aku suke!! i still remember he is colouring that time and he has talent in art..not only in colouring but also drawing..sgt cantik ok!! sgtlah kalah dengan aku yg x artistik langsung ni..

im still waiting for u~~

not only good in art..he is smart n pandai too..x silap aku mase darjah satu dier top 3 gak..maybe no 1 kot..so do i..so darjah due we went to the same klass.. and i was like fucking happy for that..

the other thing is my dad and his mom are actually frens mase kat maktab..so lagi la aku hepi!! mak dier baik ngan aku..so darjah due we start to be frens..main bola same2..mcm2 main laa..and we always fight in our studies...slalu x puas ati kalau masing2 lg hebat kan..haha..persaingan sehat..n mase tuh ramai perempuan syok kat dier..yerlaa..hensem la

katekan..tapi aku diam jer simpan dalam hati..

so our frenship goes on sampai darjah enam..in between that mcm2 yg jadi..we fight..we being good frens..we quarel..we argue..we studied and shared tips together and we both scored UPSR..instead of doing well in academics..we did well in sports too..he played soccer and other sport..so do i..playing handball and others..and there are rumours that year me n him will get best male n female student tapi sbb aku blank mase buat karangan upsr n cgu x konfiden aku bleh score karangan ke x..trus that year xder award tuh..haha..

then skolah menengah..kinda happy because we went to the same school but aku sedih sket sbb not in the same class..and he has new frens..so we are not close anymore..not playing together dah..nk cakap pon da jarang..yelaa..da besar dan matang..lg byk pompuan cantik yg menggoda...form2 pon x same klass..as always dier mmg bijak so he managed to get in 1st class not like me yg hanye layak masuk 2nd klass jer..but form 3 we are in the same class..happy la jugak..

but he changed as the time goes on..started smoking..ponteng..kawan dgn org yg tah pape..but as i said..he is bijak..dalam malas2 pon he managed to score straight A in PMR..and aku slalu gak bekap dier dulu mase dier ponteng..hmm..form4 kitorang terpisah..i went to mozac, he went to teknik..and since that kitorang da x kontek2 lg da..tapi ader laa dekat2 nk spm aku kol rumah dier..talk to his mom and ask him about spm..walaupon mase tuh byk citer aku dengar pasal dier..but i believe he is doing great in his spm because aku tau dier mmg bijak..

and believe me..that was our last conversation..since that kitorang x pernah jumpe and contact each other..and yess.. i miss him!! alot!!

banyak jugak citer2 yg aku dgr pasal dier..baik dan buruk..but i knew and i trust him..walaupon org kate dier malas..jahat..tapi aku sure he will do well in his studies and life..

lately ni baru la aku dapat fon number dier n ader la sms2 sket tanye kabar n updet perkembangan..hmm..but the sad thing is i heard that dier ader awek daa..huhu..

maybe salah aku sbb aku x pernah bgtau dier how much i love and care for him..and i dont know why lately ive been thinking bout him alot.. and i miss him..i missed all the time that we had mase kecik..all the fights..

and aku masih berharap satu hari nanti..dier akan menoleh dan masih ader ruang di hatinyer untuk aku ketika itu~~

ader byk lg yg aku nk citer pasal dier..tapi..laterlah..and i just cant hold my tears..and i regret that i never tell him how much i love him..

to him.. I love u since the first time we met and till end of my life

i hope..u are the one who will sit by my side and share tears and joys with me...i still hope..

Bunge2 di Taman Bunge

haloo kengkawan..pembace2 yg setia..(ade org bace ke??) lame aku x updet blog ngn gamba2 yg x brape nk indah kan.so enjoy some photos from me n my BFF..yg sorng lg tade sbb saket perut tp bleh balik KL T_T...

meet syikin..

sebok connect to wifi..get a smartphone with internet lorr...its worth it..make sure its iphone k!!

im waiting..but for who??

pose ala2 ayu gituh 

err..

lagi pose ayu~~baju da lame beli tp 1st time pakai

gambarapher dan beg kamera beliau

i can say this is my best shot of the day..She is engaged~~ and getting married soon..-_-"

Good Morning Kemaman

pagi morning ohio...
my first wiken in kemaman after 2 months maybe.. haha.. since i went back sban/kl every wiken for the past 2 months..

im still golek2 on the bed.. malas nk bgn but got lots of things to do.. still thinking shud i go office or not today.. n most important thing HUNGRY!!!! cacing2 di perut ibarat sedang mencakar2 dinding perut.. adess..

ok penulisan blog yg agak serabut kerana otak juge serabut.. mcm sabut.. a little bit dissappointed n angry.. kenape susah sgt u nk reply my sms?? kalau ye pon xmo layan me... please at least reply la kate "im bz".. susah sgt ke nk reply??? haih.. semakin hari semakin jauh.. semakin aku nk tinggalkan semakin berat..haih..
kadang2 rase dipergunekan pon ade...aku bukan anak patung...arini ko sayang n esok ko buang..

ok la nk sambung tdo lg..


lomo effect sket

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Hai enchek Blog

halooooo... lame gua x updet blog.. rindu la jugak.. tp ade ke org bace blog ni?? ade aku kesah??

hati x menentu lately.. mcm2 feeling.. haih.. malas la nk pikir.. malas nk taip gak.. later je la gua stort mori yerr..


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