I live in the present.. I only remember the past.. and anticipate the future.....
Monday, May 19, 2014
#otaisolotrip Bali Day 2!!! (Part 1)
Friday, May 16, 2014
#otaisolotrip Bali Day one...
Sunday, March 23, 2014
#otaisolotrip..
Sunday, April 28, 2013
Move On
I have moved on...
People can see that u have moved on...
Yess indeed I have moved on...
But those memories are still there..
And sometimes u came across it again and makes u miss them...
Feel like u want to have them back..
Have them besides u n listening to u..
With a touch on ur hand..
And pet on ur back...
Yess u can get them back..
But u cant because u have moved on..
U know that they are not yours...
Thats why u need to keep moving on...
And u still need to move on...
Hang in there n keep moving on...
*missing someone..
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
Hati...
Bila bibir x mampu berkata2...
Biar hati mula berbicara...
_______________________________
Tapi...secara logiknye..hati mane bleh berbicara...ini semua POYYO!!!
So biarkan facebook..whatsapp yg tolong sampaikan..haha...
Tapi kalau x sampai gak???
Saturday, August 4, 2012
KELABU.....
Ni bukan bersawang mawang dah ni...ni dah mcm tikus dan ular sawa beranak pinak sambil membentuk rantai makanan dalam blog aku nih...
Ok..back tuh the title..KELABU..is my recent yang aku baruje abes bace td..beli dah berzaman tapi baru ade masa nak baca...
Aku bg sinopsis sikit la ek....Amir seorang "jejaka" yang pada imaginasi aku sgt hensem.kiut.cool..loaded tp low profile..sering menjadi rebutan gadis2 yang kompem2 tertawan dgn "kehenseman" dan "kekiutan" beliau...freelance photog yang ada seorang bff ...Shah..susah senang..Shah tetap ade dgn Amir..
But in the end Shah has feelings for Amir...are they "gay"?? Haaa...cukuplah aku cite sampai situ..kalau aku citer ending kang x best lak bace buku ni..tapi buku ni mmg 5 star la aku bg...kalau korang nak tau..g beli n bace...
KELABU...lepas aku bace citer ni aku mcm terpikir..org slalu ckp.."Kiter dilahirkan ibarat kain putih n ibubapa kiter la yang mencorakkan kiter dengan warna warna pelangi yang indah dan sedap kek pelangi yang feymes tuh....and as we grow up..warna warna pelangi ni akan kite arrange sendiri ikut suke ati kiter...dan mengikut buku sains ( darjah 5 kot) cahaya putih akan terbias menjadi warna pelangi apabila melalui prisma dan akan menjadi putih kembali apabila melalui prisma songsang....(aku rase betol teori ni)...tapi bile dah dewasa..kiter x terlalu putih suci dan murni and yet tidak terlalu hitam dan kotor...so we choose to be in between which is KELABU???
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Friday, March 2, 2012
Im exhausted...
Working with guys offshore is exhausting...
Pretend that u are ok of what they are saying...is exhausting..
Being alone is exhausting..
Missing him is exhausting..
Ignoring my feeling that i am missing him is more exhausting...
I AM EXHAUSTED...
Thursday, December 29, 2011
SOME TIMES
'SOME' TIMES...
You are not here when i really need u..
no more..
'SOME' TIMES...
even if u were here...
u were no longer as comfort as before..
'SOME' TIMES...
I thought by talking to u..
I can release all the anger and tense in me...
But now talking to u make me more angry and cry 'SOME' TIMES...
Im not asking for ur money..
Im asking for 'SOME' TIMES...
For u to ask..listen..and comfort..
Im not asking for 24/7..
I just want 'SOME' TIMES...
Monday, December 26, 2011
Penang..
I fall in love with Penang..
Not only because of that guy..
But Penang memang awesome..
Like seriously awesome..
So i told my mum i wanna go Penang again when i come back..
And told her bout that Penang guy..
Then my mum said..
My Dad wanna follow me to Penang and jalan2 too..
Mum: Ayah nak ikut kau jalan Penang..Mcm mane ko nak jumpe 'bf' kau??
me: ........
Sunday, December 25, 2011
I wanna be healthy again..
Even though i am not thin yet..
But I ain't 'that' fat anymore...
Last time when I seriously diet ( like SERIOUSLY!!)
I lost almost 10 kg..
Yeah..
U can laugh at me as u might say im lying..
But only those people around me knew it..
But that was a SERIOUS diet..
NO FAST FOOD..
NO OILY FOOD..
NO RICE..
NO SUGAR..
Sounds SERIOUS enough to you??
But now i have stop that SERIOUS diet...
WHY?
No motivation??
Or should i say...
I lost my 'CATALYST'...
Hmm..
CATALYST that used to motivate me to eat healthy food everyday...
CATALYST that will force me to gym everyday..
CATALYST that used to be my dietitian..
It is useless if u took Herbalife everyday if u still eat unhealthy food...
It is useless if u bought that expensive corset if u still eat unhealthy food...
I should start my SERIOUS diet again..
Without my CATALYST..
I should start trying...
Ouh..i miss being healthy again...
Monday, December 19, 2011
Journey to the North...Part 1
fuhh..sosak napeh jap..da besawang blog aku..haha..maleh giler nk update..walaupon da dekat 1mgu lebih ber WOW(wait on weather) kat laut ni dgn ombak setinggi 6 m...makan tido jer..dah boring tahap cipan da ni...haih..
so arini aku nk update pasal last vacation aku ke utara..ouh i should mention this..My Lonely Vacation..yess..im going to the north alone...driving..haha..gigih kan...ye..anda boleh kagum dgn saye..bukan ramai org dapat buat mcm aku ni g jalan sorg2..parents x bg laa..x brani laa..
p/s: i'll write in english n bm...why??? suke ati aku laaa blog aku kan~~~
So i started my journey on 10 Novermber from KL around 10-11...heading north..not sure the pitstop yet..stop by McD to tapau nugget for breakfast..KL-Ipoh highway used to be my regular road during my study time in UTP...its been a long time..rase dah lain plak jalan tuh...and too bad i realized that i left my iPad at apam's house when im already in Tanjung Malim..haih..patah balik??? no wayyyyy....biar jer laa...
stop by at some RNR to find "pau yang sedap tuh"...but then i realized..pau yang sedap dekat RNR on the way to KL bukan to Ipoh!!! T_T kinda frustrated..huhu..so without stopping for lunch i went straight away to Penang..arrived in Penang around 6pm kot..check in Tune Hotels..still havent decided yet how long do i wanna stay in Penang..everything depends on my heart,leg and pocket..hehe..
| view dari Tune Hotel |
first nite in Penang i went to Bt Feringgi..jalan2 n shopping2..dekat seratus jugak abes malam tuh shopping..n not to forget buying CD and it turns out the quality is not bad laaa..for a pirates CD..Greys Anatomy only rm8 for 1 season..too bad i dont have enough cash that time..i want to buy more!!! (i will come again for this!!)
| Bt Feringghi |
| Bt Feringghi yang dah mcm Puket dah aku rase...huhu..no wonder la Penang kene Tsunami... |
| Bt Feringghi |
Jalan punyer jalan sampai lupe yg aku belom lunch + dinner lagi...huhu..so on the way back i stop by makan char kuey teow...hmm..kedai tuh x sedap mane pon...bese2 jer..
The next day..i wake up quite early bcoz have a date with my long lost teacher..hmm..almost 12 years kot x jumpe...so we had breakfast at Old Town nearby..we seems to feel awkward sbb da lameeee kot x jumpe..huhu..
| Lets start the journey.. |
then i walked to the shopping mall
| Hey kakak beca kakak beca di tgh jalan..pusing2 carik marka penang.. |
me: skali naik brape uncle??
beca: 30 ringgit sejam..
me: hmm..ok laa ( murah gak naik 30 hinggit..
amik kau...pusing2 3 jam kene 100 hengget..tapi xpe laa..once in a lifetime..kalau nai kete nak parking pon susah..ni boleh duduk goyang kaki lam beca sambil menghirup
| at Fort Cornallis |
| Add caption |
| see..bahayakan melintas jalan sebok dgn beca!!! |
| Little India |
| pakcik ni lukis chantek ok.... |
| kagum jap dgn radio lame ni boleh dapat chenel radio n pakcik ni pasang cenel lagu lame..mmg klasik laaaa.... |
| Beli jeruk untuk org kampong... |
makcik: dari mana?
me: n9
makcik: datang ngan family ka? (sile baca dalam loghat penang)
me: taklah..dtg sorg..saje jalan2 makan angin...
makcik: berani hang jalan sorg..
me: nak takut apa makcik..da besaq panjang..
makcik: bwak laa boipren kaa skali..
me: nak buat apa bwak boipren saya mai sini nak crik marka penang..makcik ada calon kaa?? (haha..selamberr)
makcik: jantan penang x payah laa..x baguih depa tuh...
me:.........
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Cinta atau suke???
Is it really love or it is actually " like at first sight"??
How do we know that is love when we dont really know that person yet...
Hmm..
So.. I'll take it as "like at first sight"
He doesnt have to be good looking or some one who is famous...
He might be just some one on the street..
But the moment u see him.. U know that is " like at first sight"....
Like u all know...i dont have the guts to say "i really like u...can we be frens?"
Ya..yaa... U can call me coward or what ever u want....im sooo shy shy cat laaa...hehehe..
Just go with the flowwww....
I will see him again if God says so...
So just wait if miracle happen...
I dont know for what reason.. " I really like him.... really really like him"
P/s: im still waiting for his phone call... Even if there is no chance at all...haih..

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I Fall In Love Again....
Sunday, October 9, 2011
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
If.....
Will u lie??
If u love..
Will u ignore??
If u love...
Will u hurt them..?.
If u love...
Will u ever let go??
If u love...
Will u cheat??
If u love...
Will u make me cry??
If u love...
Will u be honest??
If y love...........
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Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Kecewa lagi....
Aku kene tipu lagi...
Dengan lelaki gatal....
Nasib baik laa aku bijak buatkeputusan...
But still aku rase sgt frustrated bile tau aku kene tipu...
Sakitatilaa gileeee
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Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Dua Puluh Dua...
Friday, August 12, 2011
Dont come back at all...
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Stock buku baru...
ni antara buku2 baru yg aku beli last week bfore aku naik offshore... hmm.. since when aku suke membaca ek??? zaman kecik2 dulu ader laa suke bace sikit2.. tapi mase kecik aku suke bace buku siri penyiasatan.. siri salma ke... hardy boys ke.. mcm best je jd penyiasat kan....
then seingat aku ade la jugak aku beli satu novel cinta lpas pmr utk mengisi masa lapang.. novel katrina ko tajuk dier.. citer pasal ape tah..
then mase kat utp aku beli few buku omputih yg agak2 best.. venus vs mars... ps i love u..
then bile aku start keje.. aku beli gak buku omputih n melayu... slalunyer novel cintan cintun laaa..aku beli buku2 ni kat airport mase nak travelling sbb boring tgu flite...
n now suddenly aku rase mcm suke membaca... tapi not into love story.. tapi buku2 pasal life..nu sume gara2 tentang kentang by Saharil... sile check saharil.com kalau nak tau pasal tentang kentang ni... aku sanggup g shah alam sbb nak beli buku ni..n bought some books by Fixi yg agak best..agak nyesal x beli sume buku fixi kat pesta buku arituh.. tuh yg bile jumpe kat mph trus grab sume..
n sebab buku2 ni best dan agak unit.. aku sayang giler ngan buku2 ni.. slalunyer aku x jage buku2 ni.. lepas bace.. lantak laa nak jadi ape.. ilang pon aku x kesah... skarang simpan baik2 wooo...
mama kate nnti umah aku da siap bleh wat tempat buku cantik2...eksaited plak aku nak deco umah aku nnti.. nak wat rak buku cantik2.. huhu..
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