Ben and his ladies...

Yesterday is emie's birthday...Happy Birthday Emie...

and last Friday me,cham,cimah and ben went to emie's house for a surprise...

im supposed to meet emie to get a locker key..so i make a date with her..told her that i will come on that friday to get the key..i didnt tell her that flolesian is coming too...

and that morning i make a chocolate cake..for the first time..haha..the cake is good but cacat skit...only we know how cacat it is..(tade amik gambar cake kan??nasib baik)haha...

at emie's house,she was shocked to see ben's car and she thought that i come with ben...but when cham show up...lagi la tekejut beruk makcik tuh sbb cham came all the way from Terengganu to surprise emie..thanks cham sbb dtg dr jauh..

then we went to PD town and eat at Pizza...PD pizza is the worst..we have to serve ourself..dang~..tanak cakap pasal servis pizza yg mcm the mostest worstest...

later we went to Tanjung Tuan just to have the view..ive been there..but not them..we kene mendaki bukit yg agak tinggi dan curam which emie said it is only "70m"...that time we are like "thank God its only 70m" BUT...during the hiking we felt like it is more than 70m..so we assume that maybe its 170m or 270m..(maybe emie salah pandang)

penat jugakla hiking especially untuk org2 yg da lame x hiking and x suke hiking...and ader org siap leh wat calculatiob lagi...kalau lari 100 m in 15 seconds,170 maybe dalam 30-45 seconds if he run...(u know who)..haha...nk jalan pon x larat..nk lari konon...

once we reach the top...mmg puas hati...view cantikl giler...sbb maser sampai tuh matahari sgt panas,we rest kejap bwh pokok and lepak2,gelak2..kasi peluh kering..tgu matahri cam cool down sikit..

at about 6.30 pm..kami pegi blakang rumah api..amik gamba..view mmg superb..mcm kat new zealand..hihi...lebih kurang pukul 7,baru la kitorang menapak turun and kitorag tgk la balik signboard jarak bukit tuh...it was not 70m,170 or 270m...IT IS 870M...patutla penat nk mampos...emie cant be trusted..

before balik umah emie..we went to the store..cimah nk beli baju n seluar..x tahan peluh naik bukit "70m" td..minum2 kat station kopitiam sambil mkn kek secret recipe yg aku buat...then we chow...

and here are the photos...

The Ladies

Birtday girl emie

me and cham atas pagar rumah api

me at "New Zealand"

This is the Happy Us...

Joget Lambak...

semalam kazen aku kawen....x jauh..dekat je ngan umah aku..it was fun..sbb dapat berkumpul dgn all sedare mare...mkn2..masak2..gelak2...best2..karaoke pun ader..tp aku x nyanyi walaupun aku ni kaki karok..utk karok depan org ramai is totally not me...tp kazen2 n pakcik2 aku ader la nyanyi..aku tukang bg sorakan jer..dengan bg daun kari(ganti bunge)..

supposely mlm semalam..(nite after wedding)..we will have joget lambak...demm...perkara yg dinanti2..walaupun aku bukannyer joget pon..tgk org joget jer..malu dowh nk joget depan org kampung..and suppose ader kugiran malam tuh...

TAPI.....

IT WAS CANCEL...

sbb..

POLIS KATA JANGAN....

sbb kemangkatan Tuanku Jaafar...

demm =(

aku mcm down giler...sbb taleh nk have fun...

so pukul 5 org2 sound system dah bla...

so aku pun lepak umah je la dgn family...

ape ape pun...the wedding is seronok with pelbagai kerenah dr family...

Mourning....

Berkabung....aku sedang berkabung...40 hari..due to the death of our beloved Yang Dipertuan Besar Negeri Sembilan..who is also our ex-Yang Dipertuan Agong few years back...no entertainment in Negeri Sembilan for 40 days (luckily aku nk balik Perak daaa)..

by the way...Al-Fatihah to Almarhum and moga rohnye dicucuri rahmat

and who is our next King??just wait..

here i nk share sikit pasal history Negeri Sembilan and how they select Yang Dipertuan Besar...

Yang Dipertuan Besar will be selected by Datuk2 Klana kat setiap Undang..aku x igt brape Total Undang..yg aku sure ader undang johol,rembau,sungai ujong and ader lagi kot...and im from Sungai Ujong punyer waris..for your info,Yang Dipertuan Besar Tunku Jaafar dilantik oleh my great great grandfather yg maser tuh dier jadi Datuk Klana Sungai Ujong...his name is Datuk Klana Haji Kassim...and makam dier ader kat kampung aku..

so many "adat" things aku nk share..it is so interesting actually..maybe next time aku akan share sikit sikit..family aku..Raja Melewar..Pagar Ruyung..all the adat..nnti aku tulis lagi biler rajin..but..if i tell u guys..will u trust the story???

hmm..it depends...i do trust since it happen depan mata aku..

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Tuhan tidak menghitung dosa dan kemaksiatan..

Kisah Rasulullah dan seorang badwi

PADA suatu masa, ketika Nabi Muhammad SAW sedang tawaf di Kaabah, baginda mendengar seseorang di hadapannya bertawaf sambil berzikir: "Ya Karim! YaKarim!"Rasulullah SAW meniru zikirnya "Ya Karim! Ya Karim!"Orang itu berhenti di satu sudut Kaabah dan menyebutnya lagi "Ya Karim! Ya Karim!" Rasulullah yang berada di belakangnya menyebutnya lagi

"YaKarim! YaKarim!"

Orang ituberasa dirinya di perolok-olokkan, lalu menoleh ke belakang dan di lihatnya seorang lelaki yang sangat tampan dan gagah yang belum pernah dilihatnya.

Orang itu berkata, "Wahai orang tampan, apakah engkau sengaja mengejek-ngejekku, kerana aku ini orang badwi? Kalaulah bukan kerana ketampanan dan kegagahanmu akan ku laporkan kepada kekasihku, Muhammad Rasulullah."

Mendengar kata-kata orang badwi itu, Rasulullah SAW tersenyum lalu berkata: "Tidakkah engkau mengenali Nabimu, wahai orang Arab?"

"Belum," jawab orang itu. "Jadi bagaimana kamu beriman kepadanya?" tanya Rasulullah SAW.

"Saya percaya dengan mantap atas kenabiannya, sekalipun saya belum pernah melihatnya, dan membenarkan perutusannya walaupun saya belum pernah bertemu dengannya," jawab orang Arab badwi itu.

Rasulullah SAW pun berkata kepadanya: "Wahai orang Arab, ketahuilah aku inilah Nabimu di dunia dan penolongmu nanti di akhirat." Melihat Nabi di hadapannya, dia tercengang, seperti tidak percaya kepada dirinya lalu berkata, "Tuan ini Nabi Muhammad?" "Ya," jawab Nabi SAW.

Dengan segera orang itu tunduk dan mencium kedua-dua kaki Rasulullah SAW. Melihat hal itu Rasulullah SAW menarik tubuh orang Arab badwi itu seraya berkata, "Wahai orang Arab, janganlah berbuat seperti itu. Perbuatan seperti itu biasanya dilakukan oleh seorang hamba sahaya kepada tuannya. Ketahuilah, Allah mengutus aku bukan untuk menjadi seorang yang takbur, yang minta dihormati atau diagungkan, tetapi demi membawa berita gembira bagi orang yang beriman dan membawa berita menakutkan bagi yang mengingkarinya."

Ketika itulah turun Malaikat Jibril untuk membawa berita dari langit, dia berkata, "Ya Muhammad, Tuhan As-Salam menyampaikan salam kepadamu dan berfirman: "Katakan kepada orang Arab itu, agar tidak terpesona dengan belas kasih Allah. Ketahuilah bahawa Allah akan menghisabnya di Hari Mahsyar nanti, akan menimbang semua amalannya, baik yang kecil mahupun yang besar."

Setelah menyampaikan berita itu, Jibril kemudian pergi. Orang Arab itu pula berkata, "Demi keagungan serta kemuliaan Tuhan, jika Tuhan akan membuat perhitungan atas amalan hamba, maka hamba pun akan membuat perhitungan denganNya."

Orang Arab badwi berkata lagi, "Jika Tuhan akan memperhitungkan dosa-dosa hamba, maka hamba akan memperhitungkan betapa kebesaran magfirahNya. Jika Dia memperhitungkan kemaksiatan hamba, maka hamba akan memperhitungkan betapa luasnya pengampunanNya. Jika Dia memperhitungkan kebakhilan hamba, maka hamba akan memperhitungkan pula betapa dermawanNya."

Mendengar ucapan orang Arab badwi itu, maka Rasulullah SAW pun menangis mengingatkan betapa benarnya kata-kata orang Arab badwi itu sehingga air mata meleleh membasahi janggutnya.

Lantaran itu Malaikat Jibril turun lagi seraya berkata, "Ya Muhammad, Tuhan As-Salam menyampaikan salam kepadamu dan berfirman: "Berhentilah engkau daripada menangis, sesungguhnya kerana tangisanmu , penjaga Arasy lupa bacaan tasbih dan tahmidnya, sehingga ia bergoncang. Sekarang katakan kepada temanmu itu, bahawa Allah tidak akan menghisab dirinya, juga tidak akan menghitung kemaksiatannya. Allah sudah mengampunkan semua kesalahannya dan akan menjadi temanmu di syurga nanti."

Betapa sukanya orang Arab badwi itu, apabila mendengar berita itu dan menangis kerana tidak berdaya menahan rasa terharu.

Ya ALLAH...

YA ALLAH..YA RAHMAN..YA RAHIM..YA MALIK...

kau permudahkan lah segala urusanku dunia dan akhirat...

AMIN...........

intern sampai Mac 2009...

repeat???nope..skang aku tgh handle project kat penang..aerospace plant..n td boss tanye..nk buat sampai test n commisioning x??which is in februari...NAK!!!damn excited dalam mase yg same menunjukkan kesungguhan yg mendalam untk membodek bos unt memberikan gred yg tinggi..(ayat skema)...sbb aku sampai Januari jer...dier kate nnti dier diskas maybe aku boleh part time dgn Honeywell sampai project siap..alang2 menyeluk perkasam..biar sampai habis..lg best kalau dapat gaji..huhu..

Pacaran atau Nggak??

5 bulan kita bersama
Melewati suka dan duka
Apo maksud perlakuanmu ini?
Teman atau kekasih?
Jelaskan padaku sekarang….

Bolak balik ku bilang suka,
Berkali kali kali ku katakan cinta
Tak bosan2 aku bertanya
Maukah engkau jadi kekasihku

Perhatianmu lebih dari teman
Perlakuanmu lebih dari preman
Katamu aku teman tapi mesra
Padahal aku teman tapi ngarep

Pacaran pacaran enggak bilang enggak
Jangan kau gantungin diriku aku tak tahan lagi
Mau bilang mau ogah bilang ogah
Jangan plin plan katakan padaku ayo tentukan sikapmu

Pedekate sudah kulakukan
Ku tetap sabar sampai lima bulan
Kupenuhi apa yang engkau mau
24 hours 7 hari seminggu

Pacaran pacaran enggak bilang enggak
Jangan kau gantungin diriku aku tak tahan lagi
Mau bilang mau ogah bilang ogah
Jangan plin plan katakan padaku ayo tentukan sikapmu

Ketika ku jauh kau bilang rindu
Ketika ku dekat sikapmu tak acuh
Kepalaku penuh tanda tanya
Kepalamu penuh tanda seru
Tanda tanya tanda seru
Aku bertanya kamu berseru
Apa ini apa itu ada udang dibalik batu

Pacaran pacaran enggak bilang enggak
Jangan kau gantungin diriku aku tak tahan lagi
Mau bilang mau ogah bilang ogah
Jangan plin plan katakan padaku ayo tentukan sikapmu

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This song is from Project Pop,Indonesia band..best gak lagu2 dier..and the lyrics is meaningful too..

REALLY NEED YOUR POINT OF VIEW....

PERCAYAKAH ANDA PADA ALAM GHAIB???

PERCAYAKAH ANDA PADA MALAIKAT??

PERCAYAKAH ANDA PADA SYAITAN??

PERCAYAKAH ANDA PADA HANTU/JIN/MAKHLUK HALUS??

PERCAYAKAH ANDA PADA KAYANGAN??

AKU PERCAYA PADA ALAM GHAIB..

AKU PERCAYA PADA MALAIKAT..(RUKUN IMAN)

AKU PERCAYA ADANYA SYAITAN..

AKU PERCAYA WUJUDNYA HANTU/JIN/MAKHLUK HALUS...

TAPI AKU RAGU2 DGN KEWUJUDAN KAYANGAN...

PLEASE2...REALLY NEED YOUR SAY...

WHAT IS YOUR REACTION???

biler tibe2 ayah kol n tell u that ur mum "sakit"...jantung mcm nk gugur..air mata tayah ckp la..ko sedaya upaya cube control emosi to hide it from ur dad...

im going back home jap lagi..lpas keje..hari nk ujan..n aku sangat mengantuk..

but my family is more important than myself..

doakan mak aku cepat sembuh..im tired of this "sickness" yg x hilang2 dr mak aku..

Ya Tuhan..

Jauhkan keluargaku dr segala "penyakit"...

Amin..

last weekend is 15 and 16 Nov 2007..

last saturday ben invited me to follow him for his friend's wedding at Taiping....at first i refused since im working on Saturday nite (a

t old town white coffee)...but ben can really make me resist to refuse the offer....just after he mentioned bout FLOLES...damn..im

 like allergic to this word...im always attracted to it..it take s me actually 1 seconds to make deci

sion...cancel everything tha

t weekend and follow ben to Taiping and then go to UTP to meet our beloved FLOLES...yea...that the main purpose..

so xyah la citer panjang2 our journey to Taiping 

yg menyesatkan.

.

we reached UTP at 5 pm kot (around that la)..pray at Masjid An-Nur..then moved to V3 and had some garlic bread sambil borak2 and watch the juniors..haha..ben always being pochi..anywhere..anytime..but only with FLOLES..then we went to snap2 around v3 and v4 and pusing2 1 UTP jln2 amik angi...best giler...raser sg

t aman dan tenang..

at about 7 ben sent me to emie's block where ill be staying that nite..ben stayed wth apam..

at 830 we gather at "tempat biase"..

.that time i am so happy..the happi

ness that can make u cry..to see 7 of us..the FLOLES..ben,apam,izul,emie,cim

ah,cham n otai..thats us..

then we go to IRC..ben makes me so tired by using the stairs to go to level 3 instead of using the lift..huh..cham was so bz that nite..she will be s

itting for a tough subject on monday..so do

 chimah..izul like always..malas nk study..dtg irc s

bb nk tdo n main2..n done some cute things that will make us laugh..this t

ime he is playing with ben's tripod to flip the book's pages..

after 5-10 minutes studying,emie 

n apam get bored and ask ben to go for photoshoot..so we went to the bookshelf to amik gamba..lame gak kami amik gamba..sampai 10.30..

sempat amik gamba wat love story lagi..hahaha..next time aku updet story tuh kat cni..

we were 

so hungry then..but cham still want to study..so we wait until 11pm..we planned to go to maple to had rbtm(roti bakar tel

ur manis) since only kat mamak Utp jer yg ader rbtm..but semue full..ader football that nite..so we wen

t to a restaurant at taman maju..mkn banya

k2..story2 skit sambil gelak...biler FLOLES gather..dunia luar kami abaikan..we laugh x ingat dunia...pedulikkan ape yg org kate..thats us..F

LOLES is so open..if u r ugly we

 say it..no offense and no heart feeling..kalau gemok..kami kutuk..kalau cantik kami puji..

dekat kul 1 gak kami balik bilik..the guys singgah masjid amik gamba..but the gals went straight home sbb they nk stadi..

the next morning..we plan to amik gamba..diff people diff place..and also take family photo..so much fun..so much laugh..after snapping..kami g breakfast..kat mapley..RBTM..yeay..akhirnya dapat gak mkn...=) me n ben balik kl at abput 2 pm...

i really feels so good that time..so do they..we are so special..i feel like we are in year 2007 where we hang out together almost everyweek...w

e did everything together

..i rea

lly wish everyday will be like this...and reallly hope that everybo

dy will get a job in KL and we can live together...

I L.O.V.E my F.L.O.L.E.S

and the photo will tell u the relationship and the fun we had..

                                     B.E.N

                              C.I.M.A.H

              C.H.A.M

                                 I.Z.U.L

                                  O.T.A.I

                                E.M.I.E

F.L.O.L.E.S

i cant think for the title.....

i cant think right now...

even for the title...

i just cant..

my 3 kg brain was freezing..

here in this office..

it is so damn cold...

like the north pole..

even with a jacket..

still can feel the coldness..

is it the air cond is too cold??

or is it because my office mate's desk is snowing???(she decorated her desk for christmas)

not so many office works currently..

im attached to the new project at penang..

im not going to install the hardware..

but im involved in software..

im waiting for the software to arrive and we can do the programming and designing the graphic..

but i have a lot of weekly report to write..

damn..im so lazy to do it..

hopefully my boss wont ask for it until i finish it..

6 weeks of reports..

after got back from UTP im a bit lazy to update my report...

im doing it..but at the lowestest rate..

im like typing one word for 5 minutes..

so slow..

if i had a race with a tortoise..

for sure i will lost..

sleepy...

its good if i can go back and sleep..

erk..

ok laa..

boss datang lak..

JANGAN !!!!!

JANGAN PAKSA AKU!!
AKU X SUKE!!
AKU NK WAT SESUKE HATI AKU!!
SUKE ATI AKU LA NK BALIK BILER...
MLM NIH KER..ESOK KE..LUSE KER..
SUKE ATI AKU NK BALIK NAIK APER...
KERETE KER..MOTOR KER..BAS KER..LORI KER..
ASALKAN AKU X WAT BENDA YG SALAH DISISI AGAME,X NYUSAHKAN ORG LAIN..
ASALKAN MAK AYAH AKU TAU N IZINKAN...


JANGAN PAKSE AKU JUMPE KAU!!
AKU TAKNAK JUMPE KAU..
SBB KAU DEKATKAN AKU DGN KEJAHATAN DUNIA!!
AKU X SUKE KAU..
KAU DEGIL!!
KAU TANAK BERUBAH..
KAU LALAI DGN KESERONOKAN DUNIA YG SEMENTARA...
KAU LUPE PADA TUHAN..
KAU PAKSA AKU SAYANG KAU..
KAU KONGKONG AKU..

AKU X SUKE DIKONGKONG!!
AKU NK BEBAS..
SEPERTI BURUNG2 DI LANGIT YG HIDUP TANPA MASALAH..
BURUNG2 YG HANYA SUJUD PADA ALLAH..


YA TUHAN...
TABAHKAN AKU MENEMPUHI SEGALA DUGAAN INI..
YA SOBUR..
YA SOBUR..
YA SOBUR..
YA SOBUR..
YA SOBUR..

Aroma nasik lemak

aku suke bau nasik lemak yg baru dimasak...

tibe2 pagi td aku terfikir pasal bau nasik lemak..

terus aku g dapor n masak nasik lemak on my own for the first time...

cuak gak kalau x jadi..

tapi alhamdulillah..sedap!!

siap je nasik lemak aku aku terus bukak periuk n amik bau dier..

fuhh..masyuk...bau santan..bestnyerrr..

aku panaskan rendang daging n goreng telur goyang...

nyam2...

sodap...

n suddenly aku terpikir pasal nasik ayam lak...

bestnyer kalau dapat mkn ayam dier yg rangup..

hmm..

esok mcm nk masak nasik ayam lak..

huhu..

tatawuuu..

12:27 PM..kat opis..da lunch hour..tapi xtau nk mkn aper...bosan n ngantuk juge...

last weekend,di saat warge2 UTP berpusu2 keluar dr UTP utk pulang ke kampung kerana cuti Deepavali,seorang student (otai bkn name sebenar) yg sedang internship di ibu negara bergegas utk ke UTP pd Jumaat malam kerana ingin menyertai ESQ Training 165 Way yg akan mula pada keesokan harinya,Sabtu.Apa keistemewaan ESQ ni???dah la kene bayar mahal??tetapi kenape otai nih beria2 nk pergi??dr blog seorang kawan..ini adalah antara advantages ESQ..

• a certificate provided by ESQ Training Centre
  ADDED value to your RESUME (big companies = PETRONAS is currently sending their top managers to ESQ trening, so if u join this course, it meant that you are serious in term of your character building)
• a DISCOUNT by UTP (utp is giving subsidy about 50% from exact amount of RM350..tak penah utp baik cam ni doh...haha...)
• become ESQ Alumni (can join the same course all over again at 5 different location at malaysia for FREE)
• this trening is acceptable worldwide
  be able to use the correct combination of IQ, EQ and SQ in daily life processes

sbb nk kan sijil,sbb nk berjaya dalam hidup,sbb nk memperbaiki kehidupan maka si otai nih pegi la ESQ Training selama 2 hari...

after finish the training,she realize her true goal..she found herself..who she is..and the training have change her..otai sedar..matlamat hidup di dunia ni bkn sbb nk dpt kerja dgn PETRONAS,bkn nk carik duit yg byk,bkn nk carik bakal suami...anak..tapi matlamat hidup yg sebenar adalah JANNATUN NAIM.....SYURGA ALLAH..selama ini hatinya diisikan dengan berhala dunia...sedangkan hati itu adalah milik ALLAH..ader 1 ayat dr Qran nih..(x igt surah aper tp dpt mase ESQ)..."Allah menyediakan syurga untuk ummatnyer...tp sebelum itu,telah diusirkan syaitan dr syurga..tempat ALLAH adalah dihati manusia..tp sudahkah kau isi hatimu dgn TUHAN?"..

hidup didunia nih ibarat setitis air sedangkan kehidupan di akhirat nanti seluas samudera..byk yg aku belajar mase ESQ..kalau aku kaye..aku nk suruh family aku,sahabat2 aku pergi ESQ agar aku dapat bersama2 kalian di akhirat kelak..

time kasih Tuhan kerana membukakah hijab kami terhadap-Mu

time kasih Tuhan kerana mengerakkan kaki kami kepada-Mu

time kasih Tuhan kerana membenarkan kami melihat Mu

tolanglah kami utk membunuh cinta dunia

tolanglah kami utk tidak takotkan mati

tolanglah kami utk sentiasa melihat dan merasakan Mu

Demi matahari dan sinarnya di pagi hari

Demi bulan apabila ia mengiringi

Demi siang hari bila menampakkan dirinya

Demi malam apabila ia menutupi

Demi langit beserta seluruh binaannya

Demi bumi serta yang ada di hamparannya

Demi jiwa dan seluruh penyempurnaannya

Allah, Subhanallah … Allah, SubhanallahAllah, Subhanallah … Allah, Subahanallah

Allah mengilhamkan sukma kefasikan dan ketaqwaan

Beruntung bagi yang mensucikan-Nya

Merugi bagi yang mengotori-Nya ...

Subhanallah

Floles in Memory..

it started in january 2007 when otai first time met ben a.k.a redza shafique during the MAS..cham and apam already otai's buddies since 2006..we are RCSU members..on that time..otai,cham,apam n ben were facees for the juniors..then they build a strong friendship and always hang out together...ben invited otai to join his chanel,#floles..emie aka mici already joined the channel..mici also a RCSU member...from the channel,otai met izul,cimah and few other fellas that otai dont want to mention since they are not so close...

otai,emi,cimah,ben,cham,izul and apam...here comes the FLOLESIAN...different age,different course,different personality,different taste,but ONE friendship that will last forever..

Mcd,Irc,Pangkor,Ipoh,Pulau "Izul" and so many other places that they went together..so many memories that they have together..sometimes they quarrel a lot but then they become friends again..

but now..we seldom spend time together since everybody have their own commitment..ben already graduated and working at bangi..otai was doing her internship at PJ..and the rest are completing their final year at UTP..

when otai went for outstation in UTP last Ramadhan,they went out several time and buka puasa together...apam only join us once..because he has commitments with other people...

its hard for them now to gather the whole FLOLESIAN...reminiscing the memory of FLOLESIAN...its all we can..

after 1 day round2 at pulau 'izul'

at muzium perang withben,izul,otai n cham

izul,apam,ben,cham,emie,otai

Floles were there to support emie,cham n otai during futsal..

after jogging

floles in a frame..

our cover album..

otai n emie

Details in Fabric is my song..

Details In Fabric Lyrics

Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads and
Breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it
But, if it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way

And everything will be fine
Everything will be fine
mmmhmm

Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything

Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way

And everything, everything will be fine
Everything

Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?

Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.

Yeah everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything

Hold your own
And know your name
And go your own way

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic (Go your own way)
Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine?

Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own, know your name)
Hell no reason go on and scream
If you’re shocked it's just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold


p/s:credit to doi for dedicating this song for me...

aku sedar sape aku...

aku x punyer rupe yg cantik...
aku x mcm perempuan2 lain..lemah lembut..
aku pun xder la pandai sgt..
aku xder kerete mewah..
aku bukanlah dr keluarga yg kaye..
aku sedar aku bukanlah gadis idaman sape2 pon kat dunia nih..
tapi kenape semue org nk menolak aku tanpa mengenal isi hati aku??
KENAPE???
kenape xder sape nk selam hati aku yg sepi nih??
kenape xder org yg sudi isi kekosongan hati aku??
hine sangat ke aku??
sbb aku otai??
aku x pernah minta dipanggil sebegitu..
kamu..kamu..kamu..dan kamu..yg beri aku gelaran sebegitu..

bukannye aku xder niat nk berubah..nk jd lemah lembut mcm perempuan lain..
but its takes time..
bukan mudah..
aku suke tgk perempuan2 kat luar sane yg cantik2..manis2..lemah lembut..
bkn mudah untuk aku jd mcm tuh..


try to understand me..

P. Ramlee

last monday, me n my best friend went out for Hari Raya..that time we watched P Ramlee movie "3 Abdul" at our friend's house..that was not the first time i watch the movie..i can say thats the thousand's time the movie was on tv..3 Abdul was among the best film by P Ramlee...his films were the best in the universe and u will never get bored even if u watch it for many many many times..am i right??if u dont feel that way..i can assure that something is wrong with u..

P Ramlee is one of the best director and actor that we ever had..some og his great films were ahli nujum pak belalang,doremi,bujang lapok,labu labi,anakku sazali and a lot more..most of his movie were funny and contains good moral value..

on our back home..me n my frens were talking...

friend:awak rasekan..kalau P Ramlee tuh masih hidup..ape yg jd??

me:mmm..byk filem2 yg best2???

friend:cube awak bayangkan...zaman dulu2 pon dier da boleh buat filem yg bagus2..zaman skarang dgn teknologi nih mesti dier boleh buat filem yg lebih dr filem mat salleh..cube awak bayangkan..zaman dulu,dier da buat filem dgn 2 watak (anakku sazali),filem action (tikar terbang doremi)..zaman sekarang ni mesti filem dier lg bgus...

my friend is right...if he is still alive,our film industry will be as good as the others...so lets us recite al-fatihah for him...al-fatihah...

my tags after being tagged by the tagger...

if im not mistaken..apam tagged me last month..huhu..today only i have the feeling to write bout it..so here are 15 facts about me..



1-single and available



for your info..aku single lg..huhu..never had one..and looking for it..nk kawen sbb nk kids..i really love kids..kalau boleh aku nk lelaki yg sempoi2 jer..tp baik..cukup agamanye utk bimbing aku supaya lebih baik dr hari ini..



2-keras di luar lembut di dalam (bace mcm iklan coklat m&m



sape yg kenal aku mesti tau yg aku nih ganas sikit..sbb tuh org panggil aku otai..mcm lelaki skit..suke2 hati sepak orang,suke dress up mcm lelaki..suke main bola,panjat gunung,g camping..tp kat dalam hati aku nih sgt2 lembut..mudah tersentuh..mudah nangis especially dlm bab2 mak ayah,cikgu2,org2 tue,org2 yg baik ngan aku,org2 yg sayang aku..kalau aku dengar lagu sudirman ayah dan ibu tuh..mulela mate aku nih bergenang2..huhu..



3-sangat manja



aku mmg sgt manja dgn family,kwn2 yg rapat..kalau kat umah aku suke suruh mak/nenek aku suapkan aku mkn..even dgn kwn2 aku pon cmtuh gak..suke tdo ngan mak ayah aku..



4-independent



yup..sgt independent..selagi aku boleh wat sendiri,aku xkan susahkan org lain..lpas bapak aku bg aku keter sebijik..aku da x susahkan diorang lg..aku g intern kat johor n pj aku g sendiri jer..carik umah sewa sendirik..sume sendiri..

dulu mase pakai moto pun same gak..aku g naik moto dr UTP g Yik Foong n beli printer n bwk balik naik moto sorang2..sbb nk pakai printer sgt..balik seremban naik moto gak..



5-suke makan



saye sgt suke mkn..especially waktu study week and waktu tensyen..no wonder la badan aku mcm nih kan???



6-suke hati..



aku suke wat everything sesuke ati aku..kalau aku raser nk g bekebun skang,aku bekebun..kalau raser nk mkn,aku mkn..kalau raser nk main bola,main bola..x kesahlah ape keadaan mase tuh..kalau aku nk aku dapatkan...aku penah g kfc waktu tuh awan da gelap nk ujan..ader sekali tuh aku da lame x balik umah n nk balik sgt..bas kat seri iskandar da xder..dah kul 8 mlm maser tuh..mase tuh aku pakai moto..sbb nk balik sgt,aku naik moto sorang g gopeng n carik tiket..tiket kl jer yg ader..aku kol bapak aku suruh dier amik kat pudu around 1am..huhu..make baliklah aku ke kampung..



7-mulut seringan 0.0001 gram



aku ringan mulut..senang berbual dgn sume org dan senang berkawan dgn sumer lapisan masyarakat..aku ader ramai kawan..adik2,abang2,kakak2,pakcikmakcik,atuk nenek pon ader...best layan derang borak especially org yg lg tue dr kiter..byk criter,byk ilmu..aku suke..kadang2 diorang share pengalaman..boleh aku amik iktibar dr c2 n memperbaiki diri 



8-klon ayah



aku boleh kate yg aku nih klon bapak aku..kami ader paras rupe yg same..same height,same weight,same attitude,same interest..ape yg bapak aku suke mkn..tuh la yg jadik faveret aku..pegi camping same2,naik gunung,carik buluh lemang,senang igt nombor,ramai kawan,ringan mulut..tuh sume aku inherit dr bapak aku..banyak lagi tp aku xbleh nk recall skang..



9-bestnyer tdoo



aku suke tdo...(makin sikit aku taip maknenye aku makin malas)



10-berjiwa wanita



kalau aku lahir as a woman,maka womanlah aku...dulu maser kecik2 aku sgt tomboy..ske pakai short+cap..dress up mcm lelaki..sedar x sedar,ciri2 wanita aku keluar sedikit demi sedikit..dr x suke pakai slack perempuan,skang aku da ader byk gak slack pempuan(dulu aku pakai slack lelaki)..dr xder blouse aku da byk blouse,dr tde make up n x reti make up..skang aku da byk make up n reti la sikit2..(tp aku suke make up yg simple2 jer)dr tade sandle yg ladies,skang da jadi giler kasut pempuan..pantang nampak kasut/sandle yg cantik..mesti raser nk beli..skarang aku da pakai gelang emas n cincin emas..mama belikan..huhu..sekarang nih byk la benda2 perempuan yg aku minat..da ader handbag...



tp ader gak certain2 yg aku x change lagi..aku x suke purse pompua sbb besar sgt..aku x suke jeans pompuan sbb mesti sendat..x selese..n aku x suke pakai baju pompuan yg ketat2..pompuan yg paki baju ketat nampak sgt buruk dan aku x selese..aku x suke pompuan tayang body..



11-photography



dulu aku suke begambar..ader kamera je mesti ader aku..ader aku je mesti ader kamera..tp skang da lain..aku da mule minat on photography..byk gak yg aku blaja n masih belaja



12-i love speeding..



aku suke speeding..kalau bosan2/tensen2 aku bwk keter laju2..bwk moto pon laju..



13-xsuke ditunggu n menunggu



aku paling benci..org yg lambat siap..sbb nti aku kene tgu..sbb aku driver..so kalau nk g mane2 dgn aku..sile cepat siap..



14-malas



sebenanye aku nih malas menaip..kadang2 byk bende dlm otak nih yg aku nk tulis kat blog..tp malas..kan bagus kalau ader alat yg boleh tulis ape yg aku pikir..tayah aku susah2..aku cume perlu pikir jer nk tulis ape n alat tuh akan automatic tulis kan..best siot..



15-pikirlah sendiri..



segala yg aku buat kat dunia ni hanyalah untuk Penciptaku,mama,ayah,family,diri sendiri dan org2 yg menyayangi dan menghargai diri aku..





**da latuh..aku tamo tag sape2..-sekian-

intern gathering...

budak2 yg intern around kl nk wat gathering..masih dalam perancangan..so nih dier nyer perancangan awal..x komfirm lg..nnti kalau da komfirm aku inform balik..organizing commitee dier pon aku x sure sape..aku dapat tau nih dr arfah..

tarikh:1 nov 2008
tempat:ulu yam da great
peserta:budak2 intern (aku suggest setiap org kene bawa +1..yg bkn utp..lg cantik kalau dier intern gak..leh la tambah kenalan.huhu)
bayaran:RM10 ++
kenderaan:sendiri2,tumpang2,moto n keter..
aktiviti:mandi manda + bbq + dll (bglah cadangn gak)
contact person: err..tatau la sape yg handle..kalau ader sape2 yg nk join..gtau aku pon boleh kot..

tu lah kot perancangannyer..nnt latest updet aku inform..

my training schedule...

click to enlarge

this is my training schedule at Honeywell..notice that next month im attached to "aerospace"..wow..so damn excited..i dont know what i am going to do and learn that time..or maybe they are sending me to moon??like dr sheikh??haha..my office mate said office for aerospace is at subang..

damn it..cant wait to learn a new thing..

Hari Raya ku..

hari raya kali nih..sgt x best..aku igt nk raye sakan sbb nih 1st time raye xder exam..but it didnt happen..aku keje on tuesday b4 raye..sampai kul 12..aku kol ayah kat umah tanye saiz pinggang adik sbb igt nk singgah one utama beli seluar utk adik aku..tp x jd sbb malas nk paking.so aku teruskan perjalanan ku ke kampung..naik moto..

sesampai je aku dirumah..ayah bgtau "ayah jatuh tangga semalam,pengsan..kepala kene jahit..6 jahit.." then mak,ayah,abang n adik aku pon cite what happen on that monday..

kisah ayah jatuh tangga..
ptg isnin tuh family aku cat rumah..rumah baru lpas renovate..so kene la cat..so dalam kul 630 tuh da siap cat..gune roller..cume tgl ckit2 je kat atas tuh yg x kene..kene gune berus..abg aku da penat..so dier rehat la jap..

along:ayah, along nk tdo jap..kang lpas berbuke along sambung balik...

mama tgh sibuk2 kat dapur prepare utk buke pose..ayah yg super degil nk jugak siapkan cat tuh..so dier panjat tangga..n berdiri kat steps yg paling atas..cat gune berus..maser dier nk turun dr tangga tuh..dier x balance..nk jatuh..tp ayah takut cat tumpah kene sofa..demi menyelamatkan sofa ayah plan nk duduk kat tangga yg pling atas..tapi terlajak la plak..terkebelakang skit dr tangga tuh..maka terjatuhlah ayah dr tangga tuh.."bedebuk" dengan setitik cat pun x tumpah..kepala ayah terhantuk kat lantai (lantai kami mozek yg dr batu marmar yg keras giler tuh)

biler mama dengar bunyi ayah jatuh..mama terus g ruang tamu n nampak ayah terbaring mengiring kat lantai..mama igtkan ayah tgh tahan sakit..rupe2nye ayah x sedar..ayah keluarkan bunyi mcm org berdengkur..darah dah byk keluar..mama tekan luke ayah dengan kain n letak dgn minyak gamat..adik aku da cuak..jerit2 panggil ayah..nanges2..(aku bleh bayangkan..kalau aku ader pon aku mcm tuh gak)..lpas beberapa minit lpas tuh ayah sedar..tp mamai2 sket..then diorang bwk ayah g hospital..ayah mcm hilang ingatan sekejap..dier hanye ingat maser dalam kete nk g hospital jer..what happen after dier jatuh dier x igt..sampai hospital,kene 6 jahitan kat kepala..n xray..thank God xder paper..


lemang kami di hari raya...

every time raya kami akan buat lemang..sbb lemang kami best (siyes x tipu)..n kami suke masak lemang..this year kazen aku nk tumpang wat skali n blaja cane nk wat lemang..tp sbb ayah da x sihat..mama kol kazen aku mlm tuh kate x jadi..tp bapak aku nih kan degil orgnye..pg selase tuh dier kol kazen aku n kate jadi wat lemang..sbb buluh n daun pisang da ready..so pg tuh kazen aku dtg dgn anak2 die n tolong bapak aku masukkan daun dalam buluh..masuk kan beras + santan n then bakar..by the time aku sampai rumah around 1.30pm lemang tgh bakar..(mcm baru start)..kazen aku da balik..dier tglkan 3 org anak dier utk bantu bapak aku yg x berape nk sehat tuh..aku pon tolong la mak aku potong daging n petang tuh aku plan ngan abg aku nk keluar shopping..

tp dlam kul 3 cmtuh, bapak aku mcm da x larat..dier mintak aku amik bantal n baring jap kat penanggah..aku nampak bapak aku mcm da x larat jer..so aku take turn la pulak jage lemang..nih la 1st time aku masak lemang..selama nih aku cume ikut ayah amik daun+buluh..n masukkan daun,beras + santan jer..bab bakar2 nih slalu aku tglkan kat ayah aku je..sbb dier expert..bkn senang nk bakar lemang..kene make sure bare dier cukup..xbleh bakar gune api..nnti hangus..pastu kene pusing2kan buluh lemang spy x berkerak..then kene hentak2 to make sure dier padat..leceh..sbb tuh aku malas..tp sbb aku nih sayangkan ayah aku..aku pon suruh dier msuk rehat.. n aku jage lemang tuh kat belakang sorang2..sampai pukul 7..

abang aku da marah2 sbb cancel nk keluar dgn dier ptg tuh..sbb nk tolong ayah..aku sampai nangis2 sambil masak lemang bile tgk ayah sakit mcm tuh n kene marah ngn abang aku..(aku nih kan sensitip)...maser tuh aku x tau la lemang yg aku masak tuh jd ke x..huhu..1st time la katekan..tp bile waktu berbuke tuh..tgk lemang aku "PERFECT"...huhu..bolehla aku wat bisnes lemang nnti..


satu hari di hari raye...


sbb ayah x sehat..byk keje yg aku kene wat sbb takut nk bg ayah wat keje kuat2..haih..so letih giler..raye pertama n kedua kami hanye duduk rumah jer..n layan sedara mara yg datang raye sambil melawat ayah..baju raye pon aku x pakai..kalau duk umah aku lebih senang pakai seluar jer..raye ketige baru la aku pakai baju kurung pepel n kami g raye umah nenek n bermaaf-maafan..x byk rumah yg aku pegi taun nih..sbb tade mood..aku pon xder la sihat sgt..batuk..xder suare..nih baru nk elok..duit raye pon x dpt byk..dpt rm45 jer...huhu..




thats all for hari raye aku..gambar x amik satu pon..sbb tade mood n malas..

esok hari rayeeeeeeee...

esok raye..im still kat office..lg 1/2 jam baru balik umah..huhu..da dekat raye nih..kl lengang giler..g keje x jem langsung..seronok giler..i wish kl always like this kan best..huhu..tp nk balik semban kejap lagi komfem jem giler..nasib baik aku bwk moto..hehe..b4 that nk singgah g sopping kat one utama dlu..huhu..

so sempena hari raya yg mulia nih..aku nk mintak maaf kat sume org..kalau ader salah silap,terkasar bahasa,terlazer ker..n mintak halal makan minum..kalau aku ader utang tuh gtau la..nnti aku byr..nk halalkan lagi bagus..n jemput2 la datang rumah..

siapa saye??

siapa saya dihati kamu??
kenalan..kawan..atau teman??

adik saye..

ini bukan adik kandung saye..

name die Nik Mariam..

dulu2 die tgl rumah saye bile mak die g keje..

saye sgt suke kanak2..

saye sgt sayang dier mcm adik saye..

dier sgt kiut dan manjer..

skarang dier da x tgl dgn kami lagi..

dier da pindah..

tp kami slalu amik dier ujung minggu tgl dgn kami..

saye sgt rindu budak kecik ini...

Airiel Haiqal bin Mohd Fadzil..

nih anak mr fadzil..Airiel Haiqal bin Mohd Fadzil..he was born on 19 september 2008 at 245 am..cute kan??bapak dier kate anak dier hensem..haha..(baby mner der ensem..baby kiut~~)

what do u feel??

one day one of your best friend that u seldom see called and told you the he will visit u at your home..u r so damn excited to see him and prepare for his visit..u clean the house,go to the market and get the best food in town for your friend..

few days before the day,u called him..just to make sure that he is coming..

on the day,you friend arrived and tell u.."sorry,i cant visit u today..im going somewhere else..bye"

What Do You Feel??

outing with photomafia

last saturday,20 september 2008, i went to ipoh to buka puase with kakiphoto...it is an underground club since it is not registered with UTP..huhu..b4 we went to IRO2 at ipoh parade, we stop by at gua kek lok tong (x igt eja btul ke x) to snap2 there..

then we move to ipoh parade to eat..and we ATE alot..haha..nice sushi and stick..love it..

here are some photos by the members..no photo by me since i dont feel to snap..huhu..but i really enjoy the outing..

different people,diff age,diff course,diff batch,diff tools but one interest 'Photography'

im not well

kenapa setiap kali akhir puase aku mesti akan sakit..i had a sore throat since yesterday..da makan strepsils 2 bijik mlm td..but still the same..im so worried that i will feel sick..usually it will start with sore throat then cough and the athma..thats why i have to recover asap..hari raya is coming..i dont want to celebrate it in the hospital...again..

Happy Independence Day Malaysia...

counting days to celebrate 51st independence day..only 2 days left..31st August 1957..its our historical date..on that say we are free from British..everybody were so excited to celebrate the day every year..so do i..

but this year..i don't know why i don't feel excited to celebrate..maybe because all the political issues that makes me feel not safe to live here..i think we are not living in harmony anymore..all the politicians seems like wanna break the integrity among the Malay,Chinese,Indians and others..the integrity that was built long time ago..the politicians only hunting for powers and money for their own good..never think on the Malaysians anymore..

i really hope that all Malaysians realize all these things..i was really proud to live here in Malaysia once...but now, not anymore..i want to live in peace and harmony..no reformation..no political issue...why don't all the politicians sit together improving our life..not fighting to improve 'their' life..sit together and build MALAYSIA together..what they did is fighting each other to rule this country like they own it..this country is belong to us..

let us think together...Malaysia was conquered by British,Portuguese n Japanese once...and now it is happening again..but by our citizens..by our stupid politicians...

**maybe im going to Dataran Merdeka to watch the parade..with no feelings..

Intership at Honeywell

fuhh...i just had a presentation this morning...i have to present to my boss and engineers on what i learned for this 2 months...so many flaws..i know..my bad..it was last minutes preparation...

they didn't attack me by asking so many questions (like we did during pcs presentation)...but here are some comments:

• u r too fast..u finish it in 10 minutes


• explain on what u r going to present (subtopic)


• u should improve more


• give advantages


• give more example


• some topics are so details and some r not details


• 'waaa...so good..got cartoon some more'

after hari raya..i got another presentation with them..i have to improve..i will..

i love this internship...bcoz i learn alot...eventhough my boss is not like u guys...

My Boss:

• strict


• have to inform him wherever i go..


• have to be punctual


• do not play around during working hours..


• report should be submitted every week..


• 1 day 1 sheet of report


• report should be nicely done (kemas,cantik,punch elok2)


• report should be details..include photos,diagram,system architecture,block diagram,circuit diagram..n so on

thats my boss...not like my friends' boss..they can come at 10,11,12...go back at 3,4,5...or dont come at all..they can submit their report anytime..write anything..their boss didnt care on that..they did their works but dont really know on what they are doing..

we get the same allowance..rm500..but i learnt more than them..

see my reports??how thick it is??that is reports for 10 weeks..

mempermain dan dipermainkan!!

Kes 1 - Dan & Cik Yam di suatu mase dulu....

satu maser dulu derang berpacaran...Dan is a very kind man..sgt2 baik hati..loyal..ader rupe..n ader maser depan..mmg bertuah sape yg dapat dier nih..n cik yam nih bkn kwn rapat aku..aku kenal dier pun sbb Dan byk cite kat aku pasal dier...so dr pandangan mata aku..dier 'baik' kot...
but they break up 1 day..cik yam yg mintak..dgn alasan dier couple dulu pon sbb nk lari dr boifren lame...per fuck!!!

Kes 2 - Mat n Nurul di satu maser dulu...
derang nih clasmate aku..so aku bleh kate due2 adelah baik...derang nih mcm belangkas...g mane2 pun berdue..aku pun xder la kesah sgt..asalkan x ganggu hidup aku..huhu..n aku baru je cek frenster..da tade letak gamba due2 da...status pon da 'single'...they just break up..maser intern..sbb nurul pon ader lelaki lain...senior

Kes 3 - Mat Bung n Bella
Bella classmate aku mase skola..n mat bung coursemate aku kt UTP..bella is sgt baik..kiut gak..n mat bung..xdela baik sgt..gatal2 skit..suke kacau pompuan sane..kacau pompuan sini..tuh je la keje die mase foundation...mase derang nk kapel dulu..bella mintak nasihat aku..aku x brape stuju sgt..tp bella nk kasi peluang kat mat bung..so aku support jer..3 thn derang kapel,aku nampak mat bung mcm da lg baik sikit..tuh pd pandangan mata kasar aku je...n skang derang da break up..sbb mat bung ader pompuan lain jugeee...nih mmg fuck!!

Kes 4 - Nisa n ajie
ajie classmate aku kat UTP..slalu stadi same2 ngan aku..tlg sign kan utk aku..1 team projek...dier nih pon baik gak..nisa bdk july..aku x kenal sgt..tp muke manis..org seremban..skang nih pon da clash gak sbb nisa da tawar hati..da suke senior lak...ajie pon lepaskan la....

4 kes nih aku raser theme dier same..mempermain dan dipermainkan!!aku x faham dgn player2 ini..dulu cik yam x kasi Dan kawan dgn perempuan langsung!!last2 dier gak yg simpan lelaki lain...

dulu mat bung x kasi bella lepak ngan kwan2 skola walaupun ramai2..tp dier gak yg keluar dgn perempuan lain...

aku paling benci dipermainkan dan benci pada org yg suke mempermainkan perasaan org..dr 4 kes nih..aku xbleh terime alasan derang break up...sbb ader pasangan lain..aku x kesah kalau korang clash sbb x sehaluan..sbb mak bapak x suke ke...sbb pasangan korang tuh ader perangai yg korang x suke ke....nih sbb da ader pasangan lain..maser mule2 bercinte dulu "syg janji x carik yg lain....janji sehidup semati...abg pun jgn crik lain tau...blablablabla....."ayat2 fuck yg aku paling benci nk dgr...nk sayang,sayang betul2 laaa....

kpd org2 di luar sane...cube la belajar untuk setia...hargai pasangan tuh baik dan buruknyer..jgn asal tgk lelaki hensem/pompuan cantik je nk....


lu pikirla sendiri.......

i miss UTP

some of my friends said that they dont really wish to come back to UTP now...they got bored with UTP after 4 years being there..my batch are doing internship now...n most of them enjoying that so much since they are not in UTP...

but not me..i didnt say that im not happy here..of course i am...no classes..no assignments..no exams..but i really wish i am at UTP now with my best buddies..cham,emie,cimah,apam,izul and rc's...i have friends here...a lot..we can make friends with everybody..but buddies are hard to find...its not only the fun that we had when we spent time together..its about everythings...we share joy n pain..we talk to each other when we had problems...ya2..sometimes we had a fight an argue alot..but i think that strengthen our relationship..im the youngest among them and they 'sometimes' treat me like little sister

guys..i cant wait to be in UTP with u guys..ill be there in september for 1 month bcoz my company had a project there....

to my buddies...cham,cimah,emie,apam n izul

thanx alot for letting this little gurl to be along with u guys...

i just cant imagine continue my study in UTP without u guys next year...(they are graduating next year..)

skoler....

kenaper????
skoler x masuk lagi...
Petronas nih sengal...
x bleh ke tetapkan 1 tarikh utk skoler masuk???
kadang2 masuk awal giler..
kadang2 masuk lambat giler...
we plan the money for 1 month..
skang da 4 hb...still x masuk lg...
kwn2 plak keep asking me da masuk ke belum..(igt aku intern kt bank ker???haha)
poket suda kosong....lalalala...

bulan...aku S.E.P.I

p/s:click on the pic to enlarge and read the writing..

My current interest...

did u guys watch SinDareLa @ TV3 every tuesday??thats my fav series currently..its about zoela's life..a gurl who are like a'tomboy'..one day she found out that she is a princess from indraputra..she fall in love with her boss,hussein..one day she has changed herself to a sweet n cute girl..n fall in love with haidar..errr...this is not what i wanna tell u guys...for those who didnt watch this series...g donlod sendiri and find out what its all about..haha


yg paling aku interested in the series is Tengku Haidar..hihi..dier xderla hensem sgt..but I REALLY LIKE HIM...huhu..dier mcm so sweet with the gurls..at first i hate him bcoz mule2 watak dier jahat..watak dier mule2 is seorang anak raje yg palyboy n suke berfoye2 sbb dier memberontak dgn parents dier yg pakse dier kawen sgn seorang princess yg gediks gilerr....Haidar suker pompuan yg biase2 jer..yg sederhana..princess tuh yg nk jd queen je pon berlakonla utk tawan hati haidar tuh..one day kantoi yg princess tuh tipu haidar..dier punyer la sedey..sbb dier da sayang gler kat princess tuh..dier lari kl n watak dier terus berubah...dier jd baik..da x poye2..n he looks so sweet..romantic..haha..




adoi..im addicted to him la plak...kalaulah aku jumpe dier...terus aku ajak dier kawen..hahaha..i want him..i want him...




lg 1 watak yg aku paling suke is zoela...i really wish i can be like her..cute..slumber..sempoi..aku ari2 dok ulang citer tuh kat laptop aku...



kesimpulannyer....i wish to be sindarela like zoela..n get married with haidar..n live happily ever after....

-the end-

p/s:cube tgk wish list aku..haidar kat top list..wink2..

"I always wanted to tell u that......"

Last night was blackout..i was so bored..i try to sleep but couldnt..so i sent this sms to some of my friends and wait for their replies..

---Finish up this sentence---"I always wanted to tell u that........................"

and here are their replies..haha..

naim:that u r cute..haha..(sweet answer)

malik:mat bung break ngan bela..(x.ox.o)

ikmal kemi:dat im so damn cute..

kucai:i nk main dgn u...hehehe..(wow..unexpected but interesting)

dja:i always want to tell u that u r my best frens..hehe

emie:u shud treat mcD (emie mmg suke pow org)

ain baha: i always wanted to tell u that u r so chubby, n im so geram nk cubit!!

haziq:i always wanted to say that..that..that..ure my best fren..:)

fareez:that u r my best fwen 4eva

ajie:i just wanted 2 tell u dat,im missing u so much.u r my bestest buddy ever..=)

ijat:that u cook so well

qila chan: i hv a small butt.ha3..(she always came up with funny answer)

jen:that i nk scrt recipe cake n tgk wyg sambil glak gle2 ngan kamu lg..hehe..(miss that time too)

haidar:u r outstanding

big bro:u're so cute

ikang:that im the most hensem guy in this world..keh3..(prasan)

apam: i always wanted to tell that i want a new perfume for my kaming bday(tamo bg)

cimah: i alwayz wanted to tell u that..bersenam la slalu supaye jantung sehat..=P (jawapan yg paling bagus..huhu)

ain rc:...i like your...complete this sentence urself..(sengal lak dak kecik neh)

medea:spain will win the cup

kema:i miss u...

look at all of their replies..make me laugh..n to have that much of replies make me feel happy..there are so many people around me who love n appreciate me..love u guys more =)

p/s:n for those who didnt get my sms n those who i cant send sms (yg tade kat malaysia)n like to reply..u can reply it here..

hari yg MALAS..

kenape arini aku raser sgt malas...
ngantuk..
kije pon curik2 tulang jer...
huh..

aku kesah..

aku x kesah..

kalau ko nk tumpang aku balik hari2..

sbb kiter duduk 1 rumah..

sbb kalau ko xder..

aku still akan drive gak..

aku x kesah..

kalau ko nk tumpang aku balik hari2..

sbb jln yg kite lalu same...

sbb kalau ko xder..

aku still akan lalu jln tuh gak..

aku x kesah..

kalau ko nk suruh aku hantar ko balik umah...sekali sekala..

sbb kesian tgk ko tade org nk ambik...

tp aku KESAH...

kalau aku kene anta ko balik ari2..

jln yg kiter lalu x same..

walaupun x jauh..x jam..

tp aku KESAH...

sbb aku kene tanggung minyak sorang2..

ko igt aku nih driver ker??

sbb kalau ko tader..

aku x lalu jln tuh..

aku leh jimat mase aku..

aku leh jimat duit minyak aku!!

aku x kesah..
anta ko balik ari2..
kalau ko kawan baik aku..
yg slalu dgn aku susah dan senang..

tp aku KESAH..

sbb ko bkn kwn baik aku..

sbb ko tade pon maser aku susah..

ko mmg x kesah..

sewa umah tayah bayar..

sbb ko duk ngan family..

duit minyak pon tayah bayar..

sbb aku anta ko balik ari2..

aku bkn nk bekire..
tp aku x kaye..

aku x kesah..

kalau aku nih kaye..

duit beribu2..

tp aku KESAH..

sbb elaun aku 500..

sewa 150..

minyak 150..

mkn 100..

top up..tol...

mmg patut pon aku KESAH...

FMC a.k.a F**k Malaysian Company

da lame x updet blog..so bz currently..i went to johor on 31st may with my brother..bcoz i supposed to start my internship at FMC on 1st june..we arrived at johor at 3pm..after unpack my things,we went to giant..saje jalan2 bazir mase..bcoz his bus is at 8pm.tibe2 i received a msg:

salam.we're sorry to infrm that we can't offer u d practical placement due to insufficient quota at our company.Tq.Azlina fmc

31/05/08 06:05:30PM

aku da cuak..raser nk nanges..i didnt tell my bro..takut dier bising2..i reply the sms said that im already in johore.the she said se will diskas back with her boss on monday..so i stay in johore until monday..my family didnt know..only few closed frens knew..i really wanna talk to Sia..but he is too far..that night..i was crying..mestila cuak..sbb ko tade tempat nk intern..honeywell da reject..tp yg lg menyakitkan hati..ko da spend so much money..bazir giler...

the next day tuh aku balik sorang2..da sampai melaka baru la aku kol parents gtau aku nk balik..n aku try kol balik honeywell and some other frens to help..

n now..aku intern kat honeywell..huhu..x best kat cni..byk mekatronik..1st week jer dier da suruh aku lukis circuit diagram controller board yg complex giler...pergh..aku x suke meka...

tp nk wat cmner...redha jela..terime jer..mesti ada hikmah..

cost life kat cni of course la tinggi...sewa rumah 5oo..aku byr 150 sbb bilik aku kecik..skali mkn rm5..tu pon aku amik nasi+ikan+telur asin+tea o ais....mahal nk mampos..minyak naik..aku isik 20 tahan la 3 ari ulang alik g keje..sbb nk jimat..aku mkn 1 hari skali jer..huhu..nti balik kalau aku kurus jgn tekejut lak..haha

its over...

my exams in over..packed everything..n will be back home @ 10 am..no exams,stdudy,UTP for 8 months..im going 4 internship..FMC Technologies,gelang patah..i wish i can write more..but dont have the time..need to settle lots of things b4 i left..bye guys..to all my colleague..gudlak intern..n see u again..to my buddies 4 this semester..apam,cimah,emie,izul,medea,matle,kusai,hommies..see u someday???

mari bergetar~~

studying vibration is making me sick!!huhu..sakit kepale..the paper is on this tuesday..n im studying so slow..bru chapter 3..xtaula mcm mner..da la x paham langsung!!saket gler kepale!!!

ke hutan or ke pantai??

kulari ke hutan kemudian menyanyiku
kulari ke pantai kemudian teriakku
sepi… sepi.. dan sendiri aku benci
aku ingin bingar... aku mau di pasar
bosan aku dengan penat
dan enyah saja kau pekat
seperti berjelaga jika kusendiri

pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai
biar mengaduh sampai gaduh
ada malaikat menyulam
jaring laba laba belang di tembok keraton putih

kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya
biar terdera
atau aku harus lari ke hutan
lalu ke pantai…
-ada apa dengan cinta??-

where should i run??hutan or pantai..so many feelings inside me..love..sad..hatred..happy..its all mixed up..hmm...im just tired with all of these

Happy teachers day~~

To all my beloved teachers..n those who have taught me...my dad n my mum..

My dad is the greatest teacher in my life

Thanx 4 all ur knowledge..
thanx 4 teaching me how to live in this world..
i am nothing without u guys..
thanx 4 all the support that u gave..
its not easy to teach people like me..
all ur effort..i really appreciated it..
thanx again...

fadzil me sia

to Sia n Fadzil...u r the best lecturer i ever had..thanx a lot guys..4 not only teaching me..but also guiding me to success..n i really miss u guys..=)

Mr Khusairi Mohamed

This man is Kuchai..he is my abg angkat now..he is a teacher at king george v..he never taught me in class..but we were so close..i always ask him on study matter..he just my sofbol coach..then he gave me tuition for free..that was during pmr n spm..yup..i succeeded..bcoz of all the teachers..

n now im still trying my best to finish my degree..another one n a half years to go...pray for my success..its the only way i can pay for ur good deed...

"The dream begins, most of the time, with a teacher who believes in you, who tugs and pushes, and leads you onto the next plateau, sometimes poking you with a sharp stick called truth."